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[panik_attack]

There were a few fights at school today and an attempted suicide with a plastic fork at lunch, so right now my entire school is currently on lockdown! no one is allowed to be in the hall at all until otherwise announced. i got stuck in the library with nothing to do. i have a lot to do today

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ive decided.

[anonymous]

Ive been doing a lot of thinking the last three weeks, mainly why you never call. and ive decided two things, you dont care enough to ask how im doing, actually i think the last time you asked me how i was feeling was, well wait, damn, i cant remember a single time. You told me 3 weeks ago, that you would call me back and still nothing. not even a text message saying im sorry, been really busy, funerals and all, just havent had time. I love you more than i have or (i feel) will ever love anyone. but i cant deal with the lack of communication. i need to talk to you, i want to talk to you every single fucking day. and i do call often, so often in fact that i feel like you could show somebody your phone record and theyd go damn whats the guys issue. and so no more. I love you, but im deleting you from my phone (so i cant call, and make myself look any worse. but you can always pick up your phone and dial my number.

still here!

[complex_stars]

ALLY!
Happy Easter!! (a little early) I'm leaving for spring break on Friday so I thought I'd greet you beforehand :)

You cross my mind a lot and I hope your happy where you are and enjoying life as you should! Don't be a stranger, if you still have my number give me a call sometime. I'm not sure I got your new number since you moved. Otherwise there's always email melissapen@hotmail.com

I love and miss you lots!
~Melissa

sry to have to say this on here but...

[anonymous]

You never give me a chance to say it on the phone, im always too slow to get in a word edgewise. I think ive started to figure this out a little bit. Everytime i try to ask you a question that ive been wanting to ask you, and everytime you start to feel like im about to blaim you, you get off the phone, one way or another. And im sorry that your frustrated everytime we get off the phone, but you act like im not! Thats bullshit, everytime i talk to you lately theres about a week afterwards when all i can do is think about you and why we cant communicate. I love you, but i feel like you dont try at all to help ME feel better, by giving me some closure. Its always about you and how you feel and im tired of it, i have feelings too, and although i might be better equiped to conceal or control them, they are no less hurtful. I just feel like you dont care how i feel, so long as you dont feel like the target, its always me that fucked up, the other day all you could say to make me the target was "you abandoned me" (talk about digging up old

i think your ugly

[in_my_world]

hey its me.. and i think you are ugly.... like a shoe!!! but a very cute shoe... or an ugly one whatever.. loser

Re: i think your ugly

[in_my_world]

Me?

Re: i think your ugly

[in_my_world]

yes you

Re: i think your ugly

[in_my_world]

well that really hurts comming from you, But i wouldnt hand yourself any awards either :P