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[panique_de_nuit]

I need my boyfriend right now.

My real one.

I'm so sick of forgetting what it is like to be with him. I dont even feel like i'm in a relationship right now.
gurr.

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hey!

[anonymous]

mabye if you called or wrote him more often... just don't forget too much, because he hasn't forgotten. and that's not so fun for him. and have him visit you, or go visit him sometime soon. yeah? and stop forgetting because you are not allowed to fall for anyone else or lose feelings for him just because the time gap is too long! And no fill-in-boyfriends either (he isn't sure what the "not real one" is). Anyway. That's what he says. And he can't be completely rational right now, either, because he has no control (none) over what happens with your future. He can only hope everything will remain intact. It's all entirely in your hands, since he feels he is making his positive feelings for you extremely obvious and constant. (you feel more like your in a relationship now?) He thought a little emotional drama might spice things up a bit.

Re: hey!

[panique_de_nuit]

I love him. I may be a messed up person, but I love him. I'm going insane because without having him by my side 24/7 I dont know what I'm supposed to do. I used to be a not so good person when it came to boys. But for the past year or so I've been maturing alot. Well, now I have a boyfriend and I dont want anyone else, but its just disturbing to me that I cant be with him.

I dont really know what to say. I dont feel like things are in my hands at all. Thats the problem. I want to forget everyone else and just be with him.

I dunno. It's not so black and white. trust me.

I love him though. that is for sure.

[crazynluv]

if you ever feel like talking about this shit sometime I have a little long distance relationship history under my belt. We may not talk very often and stuff, but i'm still here for you buddy.

muah