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[panique_de_nuit]

I dunno.

Maybe if I just ignore my problems, they'll just go away.

Its even more difficult when, if i do ignore them, they wont hurt anyone but me. But when I confront them, they hurt the ones around me.

or maybe its vice versa?

oh blah.

Comments

[zeroego]

I wish I could give you a big hug. Let's do coffee this week?

[panique_de_nuit]

we should.

I dont even know how to talk to him now.
I just want to hide it inside and personally make it a goal to learn from this.
I'd be killing myself but his feelings would be spared.

I dunno.

[x__scandalous]

you only live once.

please

[anonymous]

don't kill yourself. most people can handle a little hurt; it's part of life. it's definitly not worth it to hide your problems because they will not go away and you won't be able to get over them until they are out in the open anyway. of course i have no idea what you are talking about, so i guess you can't say you have nothing new to write me. so write me letters. i'm thinking we'll eventually be confiding in each other? unless you'd rather not get too intimate with your boyfriend. just let me know what to expect. i wish i could be there (or here) for you. i'm always ready. i want to know what you're going through because i love you. you don't have to (and i'll stop reading your blog if you prefer), but i'd really like you to because i feel like this is part of my purpose as your lover (to lend an ear, a shoulder, a body, etc. and to tell you to do what's best for you because you are amazing). xoxo