I was worried that your mom might not have changed her colors so quickly... I'm so sorry you have to deal with this shit. When I come home for the winter break, you're more than welcome to crash at my place any time you feel like it. I mean that. I really wish I could help somehow - I hate the fact that I had to move away from Austin the second you got back.
Anything I can do, let me know. I'm always here if you need someone to complain to - and never feel guilty about complaining. It's not healthy to keep things bottled up like that.
I thought my mom had finally changed her ways from her horrible horrible behavior while I was in high school, but maybe that was all just wishful thinking and a bit of leftover optimism;; I keep falling for it because in my head I keep thinking "IT'S GONNA BE ALL BETTERS AND WE CAN FINALLY LIVE HAPPY LIKE A NORMAL FAMILY", and then once I'm enjoying that little illusion I suddenly get word that my mom (or any family member) has done something stupid and stolen something from someone. I feel horrible just thinking about it, but at the same time I feel like I've only seen the tip of the iceberg. :\ Last summer, I was at the grocery store with my mom one day, when I suddenly saw some of my mom's old best friends (my brother's friend's parents) who I hadn't seen in years. Upon seeing my mom, one of them said "Oh, it's you. You're not in jail yet?" and then stormed off looking pissed. No idea what led to that
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FUCK, listen to Lindsay! I'm a filthy rich mother fucker (in regards to my age and situation) and I would gladly pay for groceries for you for as long as you stayed here. I mean, we would be gone at work for most hours of the daylight but you can use my room as much as you like for all your gaming needs. We could play RO together too! Really Kim, you're too sweet of a person to be needing to endure this kind of shit. If you need any kind of escape, just let us know. I've got no problem with it.
that is the best offer ever + you guys are great ;A; but i'm gonna try to last a few more months here in hopes that some day my job will actually pay me so that I, TOO can become a filthy rich mother fucker and not have to be dependent on a bunch of douchebags
BUT IF I DO GO CRAZY AND FAIL i'll randomly show up at your door demanding video games and cheetos
in the meantime my escape will be RO so hop on and say hi to my stupid sprite :'D except the servers have been down all day oh god no wonder i feel so lost and confused
Things sound really, really tough on your end and i'm going through similiar things, though i don't have to worry about having a roof over my head etc but i cam sympathize about your job and money woes.... i'm not in the position to offer advice since i can't even get myself out of this mess but i really hope things get better for you soon! Your mom sounds like a horrible person but your boyfriend is lovely, i'm glad he's okay, and at the moment you are safe and okay too, plus you have a job when many others don't, so look on the bright side no matter how bleak things may seem ;v;
thanks~ I will try to brighten up because at least i am not homeless and have awesome people that care about me ;w; I'll find a way out of this mess and be free some day~ and i'm sure you will too *o*
Wah I haven't posted in forever, fail at keeping up to date on LJ, and I suck at making comments (probably obvious by my own activity), but decided to read my f-list today, and wah don't think I can offer much advice, but hoping things will turn over soon and get better D: *bad with words right now* ♥?
Hehe yeah, since I'm half in the unemployed group right now (T__T more "like graduated in June, then found out I failed a class, so making up that elective class this quarter and failing at finding a job >>;" group, which might just include me xD ), been checking more often every couple days.
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Anything I can do, let me know. I'm always here if you need someone to complain to - and never feel guilty about complaining. It's not healthy to keep things bottled up like that.
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BUT IF I DO GO CRAZY AND FAIL i'll randomly show up at your door demanding video games and cheetos
in the meantime my escape will be RO so hop on and say hi to my stupid sprite :'D
except the servers have been down all day oh god no wonder i feel so lost and confused
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Things sound really, really tough on your end and i'm going through similiar things, though i don't have to worry about having a roof over my head etc but i cam sympathize about your job and money woes.... i'm not in the position to offer advice since i can't even get myself out of this mess but i really hope things get better for you soon! Your mom sounds like a horrible person but your boyfriend is lovely, i'm glad he's okay, and at the moment you are safe and okay too, plus you have a job when many others don't, so look on the bright side no matter how bleak things may seem ;v;
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but thank you for your comment ♥ i'll try to crawl out of this mess as soon as I can! ;A;
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Wishing you all the best, ne~
Happy Birthday! ♥
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But you and R are still the cutest couple ever.
Good luck for everything !
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we are a dumb couple but i am happiest this way ♥
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