~Closure~

[pansquared]

Lately, I've been thinking about my latest relationship in order to find some sort of closure and meaning behind everything. It's easier to think about it now. We haven't talked or seen each other in a month, and I feel like I've recovered more in the last four weeks than I have in the preceding four months combined. It strikes me as a little

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[senshi_crystal]

"When I fall in love or get attached, I hold on tightly because I'm afraid of losing it, afraid of being abandoned and alone."

I know how you feel.

[pansquared]

That's one of the hardest things to learn in life... is to let something be taken away from you and to let things go.

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[deathnomiko]

I'm proud of you, my friend. I knew you'd get over this. It just took time.

I'm not pants-on-head retarded... made me LOL.

[pansquared]

Of course. What doesn't kill me... ONLY TURNS ME ON.

Oh man! he can't be stopped! XD

[animegirl07]

I am honestly ridiculously proud of you right now. You have come to this awesome conclusion that just says it all. And I think even I will look back at this post when I need a lift, because you just... this is just so awesome. In a I-can-fucking-do-it way.

It IS painful to love and lose, but it helps us grow in the end. And you are a wonderful, funny, engaging, awesome person (who is tearing up that dance floor back in the clubhouse right this minute, and that was a blast too).

If you ever need me, you know lots of ways to contact me, and I'll always be willing to talk, but right now it sounds like you've got a path to travel, and a mentality to take it head-on.

"Head up, Billy buddy" and "Never give up, never surrender!" Keep it up, and don't ever forget what you've learned. You rock my socks (and my glowsticks) and I ♥ you.

BE AWESOME! :D

[pansquared]

Ganbare!

I do try. I appreciate ya being there for me like you have. I know where I want to go, but I wouldn't be here and I couldn't get there without friends like you. ^_^

[ichigoxdaikiri]

Hah, I know how that feels. The difference between you and I is I realized this.. and the guy I was with didn't. He still doesn't understand why we wouldn't work out just because he still has feelings for an ex. But ever since one of my ex's, I've never had too much trouble with the letting go part.

All the same, I'm glad you've found peace. It's a hard thing to find after loosing something you clung so hard to.

[pansquared]

I've been keeping up with your LJ posts and I totally understand what you went through. Jordan and your guy shared a lot of similarities in how they acted. We deserve so much better. So much better.

I'm glad you got out of your toxic relationship. You need to drop that boy like it's hot.