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so many things to do.
so many fucking things to do.

I say yay for financial aid checks!!!

I just realized I have one week till school starts.
I feel like Im in high school and my 4 year summer is ending.
bummer.

I havent seen my boyfriend since friday.
sucks. alot.

Im sick of painting.

also ps.

Why is it I dont feel comfortable around gay men?
I used to get along so well with them.
But lately I find it harder and harder.
And its not at all me judging them.
I really want to get along with them.
but I feel like we have NOTHING in common.

or maybe I have just been hanging out with girls too long now that my wires are all fucked up

Ive grown apart from people I really love.
this makes me sad.

So as it turns out....

I have the worst luck with jobs.
I think I put out something.

I need to find a job that wont fuck me around.
Like Applewood. Even though there were problems.
I never didn't want to go to work. Even in the end.
It never came to mind to call out.

I really liked working there.
I want them to move to Los Angeles.
Stat.

yes.

Ok guys, this is dismal.

All of the responses we have gotten are from 39 year old gay men who dont even say anything about themselves they just send a picture they took of themselves in a mirror!

Somebody out there in cyberland has to know someone who knows someone who needs a room in LA!!!

Nicky posted this already, but I thought I'd give it a try ( Read more... )