i wonder what it would be like to always be on level ground with people. i feel like it is always such a balancing act with so many. on the bus the other day this turkish guy was talking to me and i was being my stupid prissy self and trying to guard off conversation and i absolutely cant do that in france. this is me


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this is how olivia looked tonight


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im all like france come ere baby and france is like no just wait a shaggin second/two months. and im like im sorry im feckin disgustin n'all n' that my mind aint fast n'funny and that i only exist at night and france is like non non mon amie j'ai dit que tu es moche et grosse, mais maintenant je ne le dis pas and actually thats not what france says ( Read more... )

i am so tired and stupid. these past few days i have been like oh anastasia go and ride horses or do axels or bite your nails but stop being stupid. but then i forget and i get stupid again and so on. and its like oh boy we have named ceramic shaped elephants and oh boy ddr is so weird funny and oh boy running round and round more and more and oh ( Read more... )

massage chairs rock. zack is so indie and emo. saved sucked. le promenade is scary alone at night. suzuki is hard. hear music is a very cool place- i listened to lots of portishead and cibo matto.

ohhhhhh baby you dont look like no Angel to me.

i am so weirded out. lucas has all his old friends over and they are singing national anthems of nations that dont exist like esperanto which is not a nation its a language stupid. and they are arguing about grammar and the moral is that i am so weirded out. i went up to the monastery and read geisha in french and i could do it so i win.

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is the band i went to see last night. they kicked ass. old punk rockers are 9476834 times cooler than kids with liberty spikes. it was a night of pushing, fighting, sweating, jumping and being happy. we were in disneyland but we were saying 'fuck you' so it was a pull play of the mind senses. i went to this place with william ( Read more... )

ohhhh musicals. well hey babies. this week has been filled with stuff. some of it is sword fighting and following my dharma to love a blue man named rama. here are some poems sam and zack and i wrote during shakespeare. they are so good ( Read more... )

so i guess the moral of last night is... um... no one makes sense and everyones stubborn and swings are fun. and now who knows the next time ill be let out... hopefully for x. i heard that all the french kids in france are really mean and the night life doesnt start till 3. who knows whats true or whatever, but if it wasnt for france i cant imagine ( Read more... )

"well now we know what kind of person you are anastasia"

yeah i guess so christine.