i squashed my piggies in a car door the other day. :( they are swollen and look like little breakfast sausages. that's about all for today.

One of the many things that sucks when you have your heart broken or your emotions bruised because of love and relationships is that you start to listen to cheese ball songs because you can actually relate to them. Behold my cheesy-nees but read between the lines at the same time. I still wish I could be his. I'll get over it. I always do. It ( Read more... )

Torn between wanting to cry and wanting to beat the shit out of something just to make me feel better. Ever have that feeling ( Read more... )

ya..happy is a good thing ( Read more... )

What happens when a prideful, strong willed, alpha female falls in love with a man whose not afraid to be a man and who makes her totally happy? This is what happens; me. I'm what happens. I've been battling with myself because of my pride and my fear of letting go of a certain amount of control. I don't have to let go of my pride or my ( Read more... )

How long til the clock wears down for good?
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Without emotions
Without feelings
Without love
Without hate

The rest is just a clock
Ticking…


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It's been a few days since I've updated and that's because I've been spending time with Anthony. The other day he told me that he loves me and, much to my surprise, it didn't feel weird or rushed at all. I told him that I loved him too and I didn't have any reservations saying that to him. The more time I spend with him the more I find myself ( Read more... )

Yesterday night it became official; Anthony asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. Even though we have only been spending time together just recently, we have been talking to each other for a while via IM, phone, and myspace. The past few days have been very good for me and I have fallen for him harder than I've fallen for anyone in a long ( Read more... )

I finally had the opportunity to met a really nice guy that I've been trying to hang with for weeks. His name is Anthony. Oh! The irony of the world. lol. Needless to say that things went well and those "i like you feelings" are mutual or at least I'd like to think that they are. I'm happy but at the same time I'm trying to not let those giddy ( Read more... )

I was in "no man's land" for a while and now I'm in "surrounded by men" land. But even with the turn of events and having my mojo back I'm still content being single. I would like to find a boyfriend but I don't think that any of the candidates that I'm talking to qualify. I don't think I'm holding out for the perfect man but rather I feel like ( Read more... )