I read my horoscope today and even though I don't read it everyday, I felt that today's was very relevant to what's going on with me emotionally.

Earthquakes can't be predicted, and they can change an entire landscape in seconds. Get ready for your own personal earthquake to strike soon. The shift itself may be a bit scary, but the aftermath will ( Read more... )

Today wasn't a bad day. I went to work and I was stressed for a bit because some people do whatever the hell they want while some of us have to pick up the slack. I'm glad that I'm off tomorrow. I've been feeling a bit better since my last post and I plan on seeing my doc after my mini vacation. My sister decided to let the little one stay here ( Read more... )

Today I woke up in a good mood. That's a first for me in about a week. Last night I went out with my friends Hector and Matt. We went to the movies and then we went dancing. I didn't know where they wanted to go so we ended up at Atomix. I hadn't been there since my sister's birthday because that's where she wanted to go. I saw some people ( Read more... )

I've been in a shitty mood as of late and I have no idea why. It started out with the realization that some of the people who say that they are my friends are not. Then those feelings of loneliness spiraled off and created a life of their own. I don't get it. I don't understand how I went from feeling (almost) content with myself to this pit ( Read more... )

I have to admit that my mojo has been asleep. I haven't been feeling very mojo-ish for the past few months. Now that my mojo has awaken once more I find myself with out a boy toy and thinking about one person in particular, my friend Fabian. Fabian and I have been friends for six years and we even dated at some point. I don't want him to be my ( Read more... )

*disclaimer*My last post wasn't directed to those that I consider to be my true friends and those people know who they are. It was, in fact, directed to a handful of people in my life who are so fake and self absorbed that they don't know how to to be a true friend or even a human being. I understand that everyone has problems and I don't expect ( Read more... )

I want to dedicate this song to anyone who has ever stabbed me in the back and to anyone I ever trusted and let me down (friends and family alike). I want to dedicate this song to the people who have always said, "I'll be there for you" and when shit in my life got rough they bailed and didn't hold on to their word. I don't have time for ( Read more... )

Bah. I'm tired today. I went to work knowing that I still have a job. Yay me. I really didn't feel like looking for a job this early in the summer considering that I need to start saving for the fall semester. My weekend was cool and it was nice to have some party/family time. Yesterday I went with the parental units and my sisters kids to see ( Read more... )

I went to the NIN/Bauhaus show with my sister and it kicked ass. We had a lot of fun and then headed out to skanks for the after party. I was happy to see that tonight was a good night at the club. My sister and I left Skanks early because my little niece was feeling sick so she decided to make it an early night. Everything at work seems to be ( Read more... )

...because if I was I wouldn't have to worry about things like work and money. Today was a long day at work because of something that happened yesterday. I had a customer write a check for about $270 and anything over $50 on a check has to be approved by a manager. I paged management over the intercom and no one responded. Sundays are always ( Read more... )