October 22
Antoine--
I don't think that I can do this anymore. I'm not sure that I can be part of something I'm not sure I believe in any longer. This has done horrible things to my family, and I'm scared to support someone who is obviously...well....insane as powerful as-- I'm just scared.
But I'm afraid that if I don't supprt it, then I'll be next, or something terrible will happen to my mother and my father. And me. Or you. Or Blaise. I couldn't stand it if something happened to one of you
I don't know what to do. I'm going to the LVS meeting today, but I no longer know if I want to. It seems like everything is changing, and I don't know what to do. I don't want to ask Blaise, he doesn't seem too keen on talking to me at the moment. And I need help, and despite everything...well, I still consider you my best friend. And I suppose I need someone to talk to about this. Because you don't really want to support this either, do you?
--P.
[hexed to Draco, Daphne, and Promise only]
I am so confused. I don't know what to do anymore. All my life I was bred for something that I'm not sure I believe in any longer. And I don't know how I can escape from that fate. And then there's my father....we've hardly made any progress there. And I want to know why the Dark Lord is so keen on me breaking these spells. I'm scared to find out what he has in mind for me if I'm able to break them. And if I don't break them....
Why do I feel so un-Slytherin like these days? [/hex]