they're all the same. They just set you up then knock you down.

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Too intense for me really. Too much things to handle and this is what army does to you. I sleep at most at 11pm nowadays and i never get enough rest. This schedule is screwing with me. By the time i reach home i'm too tired to talk or even eat. Sian ji pua, this life.

The only nice thing that i get everyday is a hug from my ( Read more... )

eh seriously, why the fuck are some people so fucked up enough to do some things that you'd never expect them to?

Nurse, i need your help.

So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past. -Fitzgerald, the Great Gatsby

I think what's most important in the process of growing up, is not to the lose the essence of that very soul and character that brought you to where you are right now.

Life's shitty like that. It's either you roll and wallow in the pile of ( Read more... )

HAH i was reading my previous posts and it's quite interesting how i've written abt things still fresh on my memory. i think it's great. haha. Andrew, Gary and I went for dinner today and was talking abt how fun CJ life was for us and how we acted like we owned the school. HAHAHA. Abt how people thought we took drugs during Rockafella and that ( Read more... )

 i think everyone else got away with what they wanted today. very much so. i'm fucking tired of life and all it brings. i'm worn and weary to the point that i don't see the point of having an aim in life. honestly, i entirely blame NS for fucking up my life. seriously. right when i'm about to pass out as a sergeant, shit happens. the timing couldn' ( Read more... )

 
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 I've been reading a lot of books lately and my spree count is on 11 in the last two months, heaps, by my standards. I couldn't help but notice that books are much like people. Yeah books. Such similar creatures really ( Read more... )

why the hell does everyone expect so much from me?

I ran when I still could.