I have a problem. I've got a huge problem. It's something in me i cannot control. It's changing me. I don't know what to do or stop it from overwhelming my well-being. It's changing who I am and if I don't do anything about it, I might regret this for the rest of my life. I must do something. This is not me. I can't let this be me. I'm so ashamed ( Read more... )

Go get some focus.

Red eyes have been becoming more frequent to me and i think my eyes are on the verge of being infected by my contacts and the smoke from all the paper burning.
The other day, i woke up and my mom asked me while i was still groggy and shit, " how come you don't wna go oversseas and take music?"
To hear that seems tempting and it's stirring imagines of ( Read more... )

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Come out Angels
Come out Ghosts
Come out Darkness
Bring everyone you know

I'm not running
I'm not scared
I am waiting and well prepared

I'm in the war of my life
At the door of my life
Out of Time and there's no where to run away

I've got a hammer
And a heart of glass
I got to know right now
Which walls to smash

I got a pocket
Got no pill
If ( Read more... )

"Lie to him"

Naise.. Real nice.

Here's trust for you guys. Just, naisee..
People are the most beautiful creation that's been ever seen. But they're also the most appalling thing that you can come across. Really.

God, this time i really need your help. I don't know who i can trust anymore. Please?

i miss you.

But i highly doubt that you do.

When you don't know what to think,
When you don't know what to feel,
When you don't know what to say,
When you don't know what do.

When you don't know how to react,
When you don't know how to pick yourself up.

What the hell do you really do?

i hope everyone else is having the time of their fucking lives.

Trust me, i'll never let you fall.