This world is not enough for me. Jesus is the only one who loves me. I know this and I always know this. No one can love me but him. I have friends and I am thankful but they don't love me. Nothing has ever been as sure as Christ no matter how much I pretended. I don't care let the drama begin with Amy and Marissa. But I won't be a part of ( Read more... )

So it's been over four months since I have written. So much has changed and for the better suprisingly. I have formed a band (which is amazing) and I am happy. Jesus answered all my prayers and I couldn't be more thankful. It's like he took all the bad out of my life but the only thing that sucks is that it's my job to keep it out. Marissa and ( Read more... )

Today or shall i say yesterday was only a little bit better then ok. There is this aching feeling in my gut that I can't shake. And it's not because I'm afraid to shake it off it's just that I fear I'll live to regret it. I love you very much Marissa.

This is my first entry. Thank you Natalie for getting me this so I won't have to pay a lousy five dollars. Well a couple a months ago I came across this. I thought it was kind of interesting but also very pathetic. I say pathetic because the people I know who had this are pathetic and it seemed like they were looking for attention. So my goal ( Read more... )