Pretty girl can't come over to model for me today, so she is coming Tuesday. I think I am going to talk to some boys about coming over to do some modeling for a different project tomorrow.. they will have to take off their shirts ( Read more... )

I don't think boy is necessarily a crush but more of a GOD I JUST WANNA TOUCH HIM.

Ohhh my gosh.
Boy is likely coming over to this houze tomorrah night.

I think I like a boy. It's a bit of a surprise but he is pretty and makes me laugh and my stomach goes all up into butterflies. Getting to know him will require the breaking of some barriers.. but perhaps it is worthwhile. Maybe through trying to get to know him I will meet some new people.

"You can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a

Today I got my first HPV shot and it really hurt. While they were giving it to me I repeated "Magnum" over and over and the nurse was really confused (thinking of being a photojournalist with Magnum makes me strong ( Read more... )

Today was so good. I wasn't going to let anything bring me down and nothing did and nothing will. I felt kick-ass basically the whole day and it feels really good to just brush it all off and not give a shit anymore. DANG. Also Mr. Brown is going to help me with my math during lunch on Mondays when I don't have newspaper. OH SHIT.

YOU GUYS I AM SO SAD I COULD CRY
THE UPCOMING MOUNTAIN GOATS SHOW IS 21+!!!!!!!

GOD JUST KILL ME NOW

I said no.

SHIT
Max just asked me out. Ugh. I don't know what to do. I like him but at the same time I don't really wanna be in a relationship. He said it's cool if we take it slow. But I don't know if I even want that. I thought I knew what I wanted but now I have no idea.

What do you guys think?

        We had hours and hours at his house today with no parents and I didn't do anything about it. We listened to music and read and he did flips and pushups and shit and we had our usual bouts of fight-cuddling. On the bus he leaned over and whispered into my ear that he thought I was an above-average person. Great? The thing is I'm scared and I ( Read more... )