i am what i would call comfortably drunk. for shizzle. the point where your body is somewhat numb and your mind seems to take a minute or so to catch up with things. and who doesnt love that? seriously. i am the krash test dumai. i love everyone. really.

i finished my first afghan. i gave it to my nephew today. i feel accomplished.

katie went into the hospital today for them to induce labor, i should have a niece by tomorrow.

exciting all around.

so serious flashback from high school last night. in a good way i think. it was weird yet oddly familiar? which is strange because i never drank with them in high school i was too busy being mildly uptight.  so i guess a back story would fit well here. last night rachel calls at like 11 and says that a bunch of people are hanging out at ben whitney ( Read more... )

i started a new blanket yesterday... i'm pretty excited, i think i might even finish this one eventually, the pattern and colors i got are pretty awesome. i needed a project and since i don't think i'm really up to learning how to quilt and since t has our sewing machine i went back to an old fall back and i'm pretty happy with that.

i have the ( Read more... )

you know what's uncool? feeling uncomfortable in your own home... or at least your partial home. mary and aleeta are here, they clean the house on wednesdays, and they always make me feel so completely useless and uncomfortable. i hate it. well almost as much as i would hate it if i had to clean everything myself. but yeah so basically i go chill ( Read more... )

i feel bitchy. why even though i didn't want someone when they wanted me do i begrudge them a relationship with someone else? i mean i didn't like them like that but i'm bitchy enough to not want them to move on, even though i pretty much made it clear that i never intend for anything to happen between us. so they move on, and i want them to stay ( Read more... )

hmmm i had a plan for what i was going to write but while i was trying to find something to listen to i totally forgot where this was gonna go... hmmm... oh yeah! ok, so do we think it's too early to start a countdown to going home? i guess that's kind of a stupid question considering that i've already figured it out... 14 days. yep 2 more weeks ( Read more... )

i think i'm bored... an entire summer here would like to have killed me. damn. here everyone's done by ten, except me, which gives me about four hours of chillin with myself doin a whole lotta nothing. sucks to that. this is where we say 'erin, get a life' but i really just can't get motivated to try to make myself friends when i'm only down here ( Read more... )

you always want what you can't have... like currently i want to drink like mad and since i'm at dad's there is a whole lot of alcohol at my semi-disposal but can i drink? hell no. should i drink? also a hell no. do i want to drink? for damn sure. i can control myself though, no worries.

life here revolves around my brothers' sports schedules. ( Read more... )

swan dive into an empty pool... i think i beat everyone to the bottom.

ps. fuck sunburns