i went through a virtual stranger's LJ tonight and forgave them for something that they never knew I begrudged them for.

is it better to hate people you don't really know or someone you used to/could be friends with anyway?

i like disliking people. it makes me feel better about having big ankles.

boog.

i hate sexy gay boys

for never wanting to try doing me just once

just so i could say i did you.

i did laundry with tony and josh.

i may live with my friend ashley soon if i can decide i want to stay in tuscaloosa.

going to texas for spring break with jenn.

i need a real-ish job.

i apologized to someone and feel like the bigger person and maybe they deserve it.

the gilmore girls has become my newest obsession. i have dreams about it ( Read more... )

i dislike the scene so much sometimes.

but i want to like people, individually. i think i am better than most of the people i meet.

why am i such a bitch?

i need people too much to hate so much.

i really am happy sometimes... just never when i get on this piece o'shit-love called LJ.

i'm a little confused these days.

i want cookies.

i want affection damn it.

i want clarity.

i'm amazingly splendid.

i am back from the north and it is so not as warm as it needs to be in tuscaloosa.

i am wearing the same damn sweatshirt tonight as i wore in snowy-hoey boston. are you serious?

i just got a little more scared. and i miss you.

i'm obsessed a lot.

people need to be partying this entire weekend starting tomorrow. i am so almost done. PLAY WITH ME! everyone

eeeeeple-bleeeeple

i want to write a poem.

a really good one unlike the ones by that whore emily dickinson.

To you I'm a toy but I could be the boy you'd adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so?

i made an A- in the class i really wanted an A+ in. fuckers ( Read more... )