im about to call you, but one thing before i do.. "it would be so much easier just to have them completely disown me and outwardly express how much of a freak i am in their eyes than to have them pretend that everything is fine."
none of this is going to be easy. unconditionally loving people who you would hate if you didnt have blood lines is not easy. it would be "easy" of you to disown them and be indepenent and convince yourself you dont need them. maybe you dont need them. that's not really the point. i guess the point is more that even though the hardest thing right now is probably to love them and work with them and attempt to change them but accept that there are some things they will not change ever, but love that part too...
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"it would be so much easier just to have them completely disown me and outwardly express how much of a freak i am in their eyes than to have them pretend that everything is fine."
none of this is going to be easy. unconditionally loving people who you would hate if you didnt have blood lines is not easy. it would be "easy" of you to disown them and be indepenent and convince yourself you dont need them. maybe you dont need them. that's not really the point. i guess the point is more that even though the hardest thing right now is probably to love them and work with them and attempt to change them but accept that there are some things they will not change ever, but love that part too...
i fucking love you, i'm going to call you now.
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