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papayasexmachin

an update of sorts

Nov 14, 2007 01:20

yeah..hmm. being in knoxville is very weird. i keep telling everyone it was a really good decision for me to come back here for the semest, but i don't even know anymore. i needed more of a break and to stay here for longer than i got to this summer since i was moving around a lot, but i think my time here is done. the good times are few and far ( Read more... )

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Dear Friend, (two posts, too many characters!) hotstuff4ninjas November 15 2007, 16:45:41 UTC

When you move away things change and it's not that they would not have if you had stayed, it is just you would not have noticed. No one is even who they were a week ago never mind last year. I think it is really hard to reconnect with people after a long time away, because you change and so do the people you love but both be changing without the influence of the other and the observation of the other ( ... )

Re: Dear Friend, (two posts, too many characters!) hotstuff4ninjas November 15 2007, 16:46:06 UTC

I enjoy talking with you, but it seems everytime we attempt to get nitty gritty and talk, we miscommunicate instead. I don't know how you feel around me/about me/what I say, but I always read "defensive" and "frustrated" for this I apologize since it is not my intent to cause such feelings/instill such reactions. At the same time I feel you are always upset with what I have to say, and in cases where I have been considerate or honest in regards to some matter with you, and not to say this to upset you, I feel hostility/resentment/passive aggressiveness ( ... )