but you won't hear words like "marry me"
only thing you gonna hear is, suck it or not

but a nigga wanna know
babygirl, are you gonna suck it or not?

i'm not about to say, i can't live without him, because i can live without him. it's just that i don't want to.

 i fucking hate gusty do much hes the biggest piece of shit ive ever fucking met in my fucking entire life its over betweeen us for good forever i swear

rest in peace emma, i love and miss you so much and ic ant believe its been a year today i really i cant i miss your face i miss you and i cvant type any more about this because its gettin me all worked up. but youre my angel babe. im always thinkin about you and so is everyone else ( Read more... )

ugh i really havent been feeling good since like wednesday, i think it's the birth control, ugh and travus is getting me so mad right now...............................................updated..............................

12-1-2004 ...
FUCK YOU.

ugh i love him, he got his liscense today!
and it was our 1 and 1/2 year anniversary
and he came down and suprised me and picked me up because at first he said he didnt even pass his road test but he did and we drove around and ate and chilled and it was so much fun and im so in love with him and i wanna fucking marry him but at the same time i don ( Read more... )

i hate myself
i hate that i love him and i hate him
i hate that someone controls my happiness everyday
i hate that if he doesn't call, i fall apart
i hate that if i cry i can't stop
i hate that i get really angry or upset for no reasoni hate that i can't trust the boy i'm "in love with ( Read more... )

today is my birthday, sweet 16. :)
nothing special, but it was still pretty good

new layout, yeah idk i just wanted to write in the new layout journal. basically life is gay recently but i love my best friend lucy.

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ugh i love him but i wish i didn't. like he got mad @ me for deleting a comment from some slut from his cosmo class but if he saw a comment like that from a guy he'd be mad too. whatever i really dont care, im not going to let HIM ruin MY week, again ( Read more... )