i hate girls ( Read more... )

( you know who you are )

( you have to sleep, in order to dream )

i dont have much to update about im just terribly bored with myself. im going through a hard time (which i know a lot of us are) with this struggle in finding, renewing, even losing many friends. there are just many people that im tired of pleasing. although most of these friendships were taken away from me by the other persons choice. i wish i had ( Read more... )

so my mom is trying out this thing where she does everything i do. i smoke , she smokes. i dont go to school, she doesnt go to work. i get high, she says she will too, which when i think about it is really funny cause id love to roll some blunts with my mom and just chill out ( Read more... )

so.. its saturday, im bored but ive been thinking ( Read more... )

this weekend was tight ( Read more... )

so here i am.. updating on the same person yet again. but where else to bitch other then livejournal ( Read more... )

this is fucked up ( Read more... )

i watch the days pass me by and the happy faces are fading away. all these white rooms, bright lights and soft music. all those different voices saying the same exact thing. ive cried all my tears and all im left with is a still body and tired eyes. this hospital bed is lonely, but lonliness is nothing new. i will never wake up. maybe i dont even ( Read more... )