i love movies that end with two lovers holding each under the blankets when the sun comes up.
and all the stumbling and stuttering and fumbling and twisting and turning and touching and trying and trusting along the way.
i have seen you i have seen you there ( Read more... )

we will riot ( Read more... )

mix the chemicals right dear.
the margin of error is slight.
(you know there's a fine line between...)
you know that you could save my life.
there's a risk
there's a risk when you're dealing with love.
i will trust you.
trust you to carry me through.
i will trust you
because i know what a promise can do.

it just felt good to hear you say it, that ( Read more... )

just wait.
you will see.
just how much i am in love with this chaos.
just how much chaos i hold inside of me.
just how much this chaos holds inside of me.
the show hasn't even started just yet.
this has all just been the soundcheck.
hit the lights.
get your dancing shoes on.
ready?
three...
two...
one...
go.
brandon.
that girl, that girl. she has ( Read more... )

last night:
solo graffiti mission.
sleeping in a parking lot sometime this morning.
romeo and juliet soundtrack on repeat until i sleep ( Read more... )

i think my wrist is broken.
then again, maybe not.
but i do know for sure that it is definitely a little bit really fucked up.
and my knee, too.
just for the record, kids: if you're going to jump off of a moving train, always tuck and roll. always.

last night, i went down to union station to do some (graffiti) writing.
instead, i jumped a train [i ( Read more... )

three hours sleep.
seven cups of coffee today.
two hours of seeing the most lovely girl i know this morning.
one breath held in my lungs for as long as possible.

shoelaces tight?
check.
heart beating fast?
check.
hands shaking?
check.
head spinning?
check.
eyes open wide?
check.
heart on your sleeve?
check.
love, passion, risk?
check check check.
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my lungs ( Read more... )

i've been listening to lots of from autumn to ashes the past few days.
as of right now everything is making perfect sense.
it was good to hang out with rachel last night and put some takingbacksunday back into my stereo.
you know i'm going to have myself in shambles/
pull me closer, i've been looking for some answers.so many, many things that i ( Read more... )

how do i know?
well, honey, i just do.
everything is going to be alright.
it's going to be alright and it's going to be okay.
'open arms', yeah yeah.
i don't know what's happened before/after my last journal entry, but i do know a few other things:
one. mewithoutYou show was breathtaking, and it was incredible in ways that i'm not sure i can ( Read more... )