sunny sunny*
wooo well prom was amazing! much different to what i was expecting but still really amazingly good fun, and everyone was extremely lovely. felt a bit silly because most people were getting very emotional at the end and crying hysterically, but i was too happy to be sad about leaving!
ok, i was really nervous on the way to the hotel, as for some reason i'd managed to convince myself that Tim just wouldn't show up because he'd forget or something. but of course he didn't forget so i had no need to actually be so nervous. he came into the hotel about one minute after us, looking so cute with his shirt and trousers on with a scruffy black coat over the top (he hadn't been able to find a dinner jacket). it was muchly sweet. soooooo had dinner, which was an okih three course meal but it wasn't fantastic. plus i was feeling really full anyways so couldn't each much of it. had an amazing moose for desert though, was fabulous. then most people got up to dance, but Tim and i stayed where we were and drank the free wine. it was both sweet and wierd to see all the teachers dancing and drinking. they were really funny at the end of the night though when they were all drunk, something i'll always rememeber :) had many people tell me how gorgeous my dress was, which made me happy. i finally got to slow dance with someone for the last song, not that Tim was taking it very seriously to begin with...but it was amazingly cheesy and we had had a lot of wine, hehe. from then on any awkwardness that there ever might have been because of me bringing up the silly "couple" conversation just disappeared. he was being extremely "together"-ish with me towards the end which was lovely, but quite funny as i'd already told quite a few people that we weren't a couple because it was too complecated, but he's very very attractive so if he's being forward with me i find myself not being able to resist...he came back to mine after..REALLY good job because i realised that i'd left my keys at ray's house, so he had to climb over ppls garden fences to get to my back door and let me in! there was something so different about the way he was with me last night, like the way he touched me or looked at me. epecially the way he looked at me. it felt really nice. and this morning he was especailly attaintive, hugging me and kissing me much more then hes ever ever done in the morning before...its usually me doing all the work in the morning because hes all groggy and stuff. so that made me very happy!
the whole night couldnt have gone better in fact. BUT Alex spilt red wine all done my lovely pink dress, so now there's a wierd kind of stain on it which is really really sad :( apart from that, the night was perfect.
going to mexico tomorrow!!!!! WOW