i've always wanted what i can't have.
and thats what scares me.

here's to new a new crisis.

today the usual three of us went all the way up to the wonderful city of Ventura, where the kids don't believe in showers ( Read more... )

its been nine days now. its kinda hard, but i'm still here ( Read more... )

yeah lately my weekends have been uneventful, but not boring. i've been enjoying the little intimate conversations and shit. ....it would be nice to actually go to a social gathering and meet new people. so yeah, if you want to hang out with Tj, Kim, and me for the night and party tell me. i promise we'll get shit crazy ( Read more... )

im working from 6pm to 1am tonight.

third day of work and they got me on the late/rush hour shift.
visit me you fucking sluts and i'll give you free femme boost

shits out the bag and its hitting the fan pretty bad. i guess thats what happens when we try to be honest. we'll just crawl back into our holes for this winter. i guess everyone has a fucked up persepective on shit.

fucking kids lets go to san diego in two weeks

oh and the power of "fuck it" is awe inspiring.

im 17 today now i can finally.....uh....

this age blows.


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work from 4-10pm. i'll get out at 10 if im lucky because we have to go do all the detailing tonight. visit me and show me that the world isn't so cruel.
there is no way im getting my homework done tonight.

today on the way back home the car directly ahead of me's tire decided to blow up. fucking rubber blowing all over the place and good thing the car was able to pull over and no one got hurt. shit was scary.

we share a pet rock. his name is The Rock.

and the von bondies is stuck in my head.

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