I dont even now where to start. I want more than anything to be happy, I'm realizing how I was never truely happy ( Read more... )

Home alone..
all weekend.
no ones been
here since yesterday
before I got up.
No friends.
No ride anywhere.
No food in my fucking house.
so fucking cold.

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Where Is My Sunshine?

I feel the wind blow through my fingure tips,
so many things are slipping away,
there out of my reach
I reach for a branch on my favorite oak tree,
and I can't grab it,
I just want to see from a whole new view,
because everything is blurry and cold,
my figures are being numb to the bone
and my blood is starting to freeze as it is ( Read more... )

This is make you smile.

I'm so tired of hearing people be so disrespectful, selfish, narrow minded, hippocritical, and  ungreatful ( Read more... )

good weekend.

I'm content for now.

Maybe I'll get some more sleep tonight:]

Last night was goood ( Read more... )

bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.

Is it enough to be happy with yourself?
I've been trying so hard to be okay, and putting in so much effort, to make sure I'm happy, and I truely like the person I am.
I feel that there is no one else who is willing to put so much effort into not being a selfish egosentric person, and I always care about other people.
I have all these good qualities ( Read more... )