Dreaming...

Sep 28, 2009 20:51

Last night was the first night in awhile that I've slept without dreaming. On the whole, I don't dream - sleeping is just blackness to me. It's what I always imagined death to be like. Suspended on the air, nothing around you, almost emotionless. Calm. Being able to breathe without the tightness in my chest. Anyways, I get off my point. When I ( Read more... )

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ashi_kun September 29 2009, 02:54:39 UTC
I love you so very much *hugs* if i had any money I would come on wed and stay with you and give you lots of loving

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stgabriel September 29 2009, 14:23:01 UTC
*hugs*

I'm glad we talked last evening, Casey. Just remember, should you need anything at all, my cell is on me. Miss you and Justin.

As to your dreams, I would have to agree with Justin, it is not time. I do not know if there will be a time in the future, but currently, I am thinking no. The path you both have traveled no longer connects. Yet, who knows what the future holds.

Hugs!!

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niharana September 30 2009, 17:48:19 UTC
I went through something similar - the friend in question basically said "you can't keep doing things and then blaming it on your bipolar." and I was like "yes, yes I can, because that's why I'm doing it."

On another note, I'm glad that your feeling better and I love you!

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