I feel worn thin. I want to go home so badly, but i realized that I can never go home again. Nothing will ever be the way I left it. Nothing will ever be that good for me again. At least not in rochester. Not in the same way. My family will treat me differently. I will either feel tied down, or have too much freedom. Now that I'm "growing ( Read more... )

I'm sick. I feel like crap ( Read more... )

The house is empty today. Mom is at work, and tom and dad are in Canada. They won't be here to say goodbye. My room is bare these days. It looks like a guest room that is rarely used. There are boxes and bags on the floor everywhere- like someone dumped their stuff in a storage place that no one will see. It reminds me that I am leaving. I ( Read more... )

Dear Rochester ( Read more... )

On Sunday August 5th, 2007 I went on a road trip to Toronto with my brother, Tom, and my Bestest, Caitlin. It was the Best day of my life. Notice how the "Best" is Capitalized. It was THAT good. For those of you who know me can already predict what I am going to write about because i talked about it for the past million years- guaranteed. ( Read more... )

Its official. You're 19th Birthday would have been today. And Who knows? Maybe you would feel better these days. I know you would find an excuse to have fun today. Even though you were so modest about being alive; Today would be your special day. Everyone would smile at you and wish you the best- you would deserve it all too. But instead of ( Read more... )

I feel trapped.
I just want to get out of this place.

I dont feel safe in my house anymore. I feel like there are people watching me all the time ( Read more... )

I feel like everything is falling apart right before I get my chance to be happy, and have what I want, and do what I like, and be who I want ( Read more... )

Some people come along who aren't for this world at all, and the world destroys them. Some people are unfortunate enough to fall in love with them, even though they can never be together, and it's heartbreaking.