I vote bridge

[paperflowers]

When you are in a dark, dank terrible horrible tunnel....and there is no light at the end of it...what are you supposed to do?  Learn how to live in a tunnel?  Dig?  Scratch your fingernails off?  Curl up in a ball and hope someone's got dynamite?

Jump off the golden gate bridge when your pig kicks it?

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[guitargrrl]

you're supposed to text your MI, who will drop everything to talk to you, text you, bring you to visit, buy you something you need...or whatever it is.

what can i do to help?

listen? plane ticket? send a cheesecake?

say it, and i'll do it. i love you and don't want you in such a horrible state of mind. you don't deserve that. we're apathy people....we strive for numbness with little sparks of disgust and joy thrown in the mix. true depression and angst is not acceptable, and is very 2004, and we're past that. SO. let me help, somehow.

[paperflowers]

I'm so glad you're alive at the same time as me. I will let you know....a cheesecake does sound bomb....
or some fudge. or soup. or trix.

And. I am determined for us to have a trip. What the hell are we gonna do when one of us drops dead and we're stuck saying, "goddamnit, WHY didn't we make that a priority??"

So. Lettuce do it.

[paperflowers]

I've been keeping busy sleeping, does that count? It sucks when you know that to cheer yourself up, you should get up and go out and see people...but that is the LAST thing you wanna do. Lame.

I added you. I'm the stripper with the pig picture. :D

[pyro_dino]

Find comfort while you evaluate the tunnel and realize it's not so long or dark as you once expected and then find a way out, even if it's at a slow pace.

[paperflowers]

you're right...working on it.

[justa_paper_bag]

I wish I knew what to say to make it even a tiny bit better for you. :(

[paperflowers]

me too.

[jade]

well what i (sort of) do is decorate my dark, dank terrible horrible tunnel with christmas tree lights and sparkles. i don't mean to make light of your situation, but that's what i've pretty much done, metaphorically.
i don't think you should jump off a bridge when your pig kicks it.
hang in there. you should hang out with a friend and laugh your ass off over stupid shit. then repeat. and just remember how much people value your existence.
*hugs*

[paperflowers]

no, I see what you're saying. and...you're right....I just don't have the energy to be around anyone.