[Fic] Love, Your Seungri

[papersanguine]

Title: Love, your Seungri

Genre: why angst of course

Pairing: GRi

Rating: maybe pg-13?
Summary: /lazy

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It was an ordinary day when they found his body in the snow. His skin was pale and his lips blue from exposure. The steady thump of his heart was all he could remember as the police handed him a business card and a sincere apology, black bag zipping over the face of...well it didn't matter now.

He tried to move as they wheeled the body, for that's all he could dare to call it in his mind, down the street towards sirens and a crowd of weeping fans. Someone squeezed his shoulder and he thought it might have been Hyung but then it was gone and he was alone. Again.

The papers cried foul play but he alone knew, all the soft words against his ear of going away and starting over...had meant this. A frozen morning and red on the front page.

He thought all along he'd been listening.

The ambulance drove away with the silence a lack of life brought and he found that settled into his gut more than the glassy eyes and cold skin. His eyes flicked down to the mess of snow on the ground before him, thinking how annoyed Jiyong would be with the defilement of his perfectly planned exit.

'maknae, see what happens when you leave it to someone else? It never ends up just right.'

He chuckled morbidly to no one and turned from the ghastly scene, sure it would never leave his mind. Slow rage coiled in his belly at the age old indignance of a person left behind.

"....selfish bastard" whispered impossibly soft, he took the stairs to their...his apartment and shut the door. "you left me behind"

He sunk onto the couch and took up a staring match with the floor, waiting for the phone to ring. He could play the grieving lover to Bae and the strong maknae to hyung, but just for now in his old little silence he needed to be...broken.

"...good bye Jiyong." he closed his eyes, speaking his words like a letter as a wretched sob tore from his body, crumpling into a shaking mess. "love forever, your Seungri."

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