the valve of her throat hums
the light spreads her wings over our cities
and with trepidation i stumble into joy

woven colors hanging bare
my dreaming mind, it meets you there
electric urges fill my sleep
you talk of truth i take the leap

the sun it sets, my dreams arise
a steady gaze within your eyes
its clear as day, i love your way
it pleases me, thats all i say

epiphanies and narrow pits,
streaming bliss from caves i kissed
regrets regrets i laid you bare
another ( Read more... )

woven colors hanging bare
my dreaming mind, it meets you there
electric urges fill my sleep
you talk of truth i take the leap

the sun it sets, my dreams arise
a steady gaze within your eyes
its clear as day, i love your way
please please me, thats all i say

smooth epiphanies, narrow pits,
streaming bliss from caves i kissed
regrets regrets i laid you bare
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i think alcohol can be uswd in controlled doses to erase short term neural networks from the day or week that cause stress and anxiety but hold no signifocant meaning. some pattetns jusy replicate for no good reason and disturb sleep amd quality of consciousness.

Your senses, hormones, brain chemicals, nerves, and other inner processes, digestive, reproductive, and otherwise, condition what you see, what you want, what you perceive, etc. An apple is an apple to a human... to a rock it's nothing. There's nothing "sexy" about Vogue magazine to a cockroach, just as there's nothing hospitable to a 4 inch cranny ( Read more... )

y is t h s u da right one 4 me ( Read more... )

You have to do what interests you, not what you think will get you what interests you. Go directly for the things you care about.

Bind not.

I just had another breakthrough while talking to Amy...

I was trying to say something that she wouldn't misunderstand and really struggling to come up with the words. And then I realized, I do'nt need her to understand me. I understand me and that's extremely satisfying. So I just said "I love you but I'm letting you go ( Read more... )

Consciousness, I suspect, is not in the brain, but in the whole nervous system. It is traveling through the synapses. I don't think that consciousness creates matter or that organic matter creates consciousness, but that organic matter and consciousness are not separate, but are in the electrical signals passing through these organic chemical ( Read more... )

i feel so much more connected to things these days. movies are historical and cultural teachings. im moving away from researching my conscioisness to researxhing the world. tjeres so much to be said for this endless world.