Comments | paperx3: Here's to you Sarah...

paperx3

Here's to you Sarah...

May 02, 2005 14:57

Sarah, I do not know how often you check my journal or if the only reason you did in the first place was in retaliation to a comment I posted on someone else's journal, but for the hell of it I am writing this specifically to you. I am being the bigger person here and apologizing for the pain that I know that I have caused in the past. Me, whether ( Read more... )

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_alley_xo May 2 2005, 20:49:14 UTC

Not that anything has to do with me, but seeing as I'm friends with the both of you, I think this is a wonderful idea to put these things in the past and move on.

Much love to the both of you.
xoxo

emptyvases May 3 2005, 00:49:49 UTC

If the only reason you are saying all that is to "be the bigger person" then you can just take all of it back right there ( ... )

paperx3 May 3 2005, 01:25:11 UTC

I apologize for wording it as being the bigger person. I only put those words there because I was discussing all of this with Paul, and I explained to him that I wanted to apologize. He said that I would have been the bigger person, I think he only said that because he wanted to give me more incentive to do the right thing. At first I just didnt know if it was the right thing to do, Because, I did not think writing that entry would matter. I was wrong and I see that. And I am glad I took the chance. So I didn't mean the bigger person thing, I just wanted to make a point that I was really trying to apologize for before. I see that you obviously didnt need that, but I did. It made me feel ?? better (for the lack of a better word) to know that I finally said what I should have said a long time ago.

You did not need to apologize for your retaliation in saying the things you did. I understand completely why you did. But thank you for showing that you understand why I was writing that to you. I appreciate it greatly.

poopiefaceman23 May 3 2005, 01:25:52 UTC

How close exactly were we? I havent considered us that good of friends since maybe 8th grade when you got pissed at me for dating Hailee. And now you have to stick up for your "friend" who you absolutely hated for the longest time. It seems like you are friends with them all of a sudden just to give Sarah shit.

paperx3 May 3 2005, 02:46:24 UTC

I dont know Marshall how close were we?

Who's shoulder did I cry on after Boothby's funeral? Who did I bring to Boothby's funeral? Who was there when the whole Matt bullshit went down? Who's shoulder did I cry on then? Who was I always goofing off with during Grease? Maybe it wasn't closeness to you, but it was to me. Must've imagined it, oh well!

Yeah we werent as close as we had been when we were little, and I'd say it stopped when we broke up to be honest. But we were still pretty damn good friends. If you can't give me credit for at least that, then whatever. You must not be the person that I thought you were.

As for jumping in when I shouldn't have. Yeah I know, I said it myself. I only jumped in so easily because of me and Sarah's history. I am not denying it, and all I can do is apologize and stop. That is exactly what I did.

paperx3 May 3 2005, 02:49:12 UTC

To add on, who was the one person who convinced me that Paul breaking my heart last year wasn't my fault?

We grew up together. I see how not important that is to you now, and I am not asking for anything back. I don't want it, but at least I can admit that it was there.

emptyvases May 3 2005, 02:49:30 UTC

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jimi_muller May 3 2005, 04:39:23 UTC

Jackie ( ... )

emptyvases May 3 2005, 05:43:25 UTC

You can write all of you but Sarah, thanks:)

i_apologise_for May 3 2005, 05:20:01 UTC

I'm glad you were the mature person Jackie,too bad that things didnt work out. Sorry. Love yah.

emptyvases May 3 2005, 05:42:32 UTC

HAHAHAHAHAH.

i_apologise_for May 7 2005, 01:04:29 UTC

:]Oh jeeze, give it a rest.

emptyvases May 7 2005, 02:34:34 UTC

HAHAH.