...my whole life.
tired and burnt out from studying. my neighbors just apparently discovered wolf parade and have been playing it loud all day - way to ruin one of my favorite albums guys. my final today kicked my freaking ass- way more obscure than i was expecting. but last night i dominated my victorian art history test - when i feel like i'm showing off on a test i know i'm going to get an A. despreately seeking new music to listen to during spring break. looking forward to going home and sleeping. uneasy about the upcoming scenario between p and i - see him for a day and a half and then probably not see him again until late may or even june. he gets to go all around the world for free for months on end and have a bunch of fun- which means i need to find something to keep me busy next quarter. a new job- a new hobby - a new empty garage? i'm very hungry and my room mate is making pizza- i hope shes in the sharing mood. i've been smoking too many cigs and my throat hurts but they sound so appealing every second of finals week - i just can't help myself. i cannot WAIT for tomorrow: early afternoon, when i take my last final, buy a bunch of beer, go home and sit down with nothing to do. BUT i can't complain too much. finals are going pretty well and i think i'll be getting good grades and doing my scholarship proud. there's just a million things in my head and writing them down helps at least settle them for a moment. i want another cigarette...