the rain is relentless
and i'm stuck at home today again. maybe i will actually get some legit homework done. instead of watching depressing movies and eating too much. i've decided i'm going to feel a lot more cheery when this quarter is over.. it's starting to drag. come on finals- i'm ready to take you on.

feeling unsure about things is a foreign feeling. for a good long while i've felt confident and good about everything going on in my life. and then it's strange how quickly it can all become blurred and confusing. lately i've been a big believer in positive thinking after spending nearly my whole life as an ultra-pessimistic person. but i do ( Read more... )

-oceanside has not fallen into the sea ( Read more... )

drunk. uneasy. and yet so at home.

( i've still got a residual glow from the last five days - jealous? )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
i'm so excited it's been fun already and i'm having a hard time studying. BUT i have to study today and go to a job interview later. BUT if you're in iv and got nothing to do tonight it's going to be mellow drinking at my house - maybe 8 or 9ish. we're going to go buy good beer for it and it'll be awesome.
YAY

please don't let me be getting sick ( Read more... )

( fall right into place. )

you wait. you wait. you wait for summer then you wait for rain.

interesting times.  dealing with the possible demise of the garage as we know it.  dealing with school and looking for work.  dealing with missing peter.  dealing with feeling anxious all the time.

you wait to get there and then you wait to play

waiting to turn 21.  waiting to go ( Read more... )

april 11th. it's going to be amazing. i've seen half the new songs live, downloaded the other half off bootleg copies from past shows the past two years. and now all 8 and half minutes of my favorite of the new songs (goin' get your mind)is up on the bts myspace profile and all i do is sit at my computer and listen to it on repeat ( Read more... )