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Somethings when I'm alone I think happy thoughts about the future and the love of my life and the things I love about my life.
And sometimes when I'm alone I can't remember a single good thing about myself or my life.
The person I love is misguided, the things I like I'm not even good at. I'm a waste of space, my existence is worthless.
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So Elyas buzzed all his hair of and is growing out facial hair. His bald spot is practically invisible which I know is a huge confidence boost for him. When he told me he buzzed his head I want sure what to think but holy shit he is so sexy with a buzzed look.
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Had my first orgasm the other day. Right after I finish I cried. Not like sobbing but small amount of tears. I don't know why I did it. My throat burned and the tears came as soon as Elyas went to the bathroom to clean up. Luckily he didn't see.
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Most of my friends graduated yesterday. I've never had such a close group of people before in my life. I've only been hanging out with them for a few months outside of class but I seriously love them and now they're all graduating and possibly leaving for new beautiful places soon while I'll be stuck here for at least another year....
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I've always wanted to take a baseball swing at someone's head with a metal bat....
Not anyone in particular.... I've just always wanted to see how much power I have.
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I finally get to relax for summer vacation. So happy -
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I'm so exhausted lately. It's awful I don't want to be this way
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Maybe my crush isn't as bad as I thought. Today they walked into class and I hardly noticed
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I have a crush on a classmate even though I'm with Elyas. These feelings I get when my classmate is around make me so angry at myself. How can I feel this way when I'm dating someone? How can I think these things when I'm living with someone? I am anxious for them to graduate so I don't have to look at them and feel this way anymore... I felt the ( Read more... )