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[papillion1216]

ok, so i stayed up until 1 AM doing that entry last night -- and boy am i paying for it today. i think the most shocking part of looking back and finding those things that i wrote is the fact that two years have gone by and nothing's changed. my feelings are the same. the entry from 2.22 probably disturbs me the most: "It's like I can make it

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[urarobot]

your first love never dies. about a month ago i was talking to my mom about love, and she confessed that when she was in a serious realtionship in highschool she was deeply in love. well of course they split up. she said she still loves him, but she loves my father more and would never leave him. love is weird. you always remember your first.

[urarobot]

if you're looking for an answer to a question, i don't know what it is. and i'm sure that last comment didn't help much. your thoughts just reminded me of that memory, that's all. i'm still in love with a certain girl and i always will be.

[papillion1216]

i feel like it's more than love, though. like i said -- it's this indescribable feeling of certainty. you know how love at first sight is hard to understand unless you've experienced it, well... this is kind of like that too. thanks for you comments, and you're right: love is weird.

[dani_yelle]

Reading the last entry, and then reading this entry really got me thinking...

And now I'm all confused, and messed up.

THANK YOU.

I'm about to go do something that I should've done for 6 months now... and I can't even wait. :-) x 1000