Stay - Onkey [1/1]
Stay | Onkey | pg-15 | 1500+
au, mystery, angst, | unbeta-ed | character death
You know I’ll love you forever right?
Of course I do.
…
…
and you?
A laugh.
I’ll love you forever too.
You’ll always be by my side?
A hum.
Of course I will. I love you.
Giggling.
Static. Tears.
***
The sound of Kibum’s keys meeting the ground is loud. It’s too loud and Kibum flinches. He reaches down with trembling hands, his right hand brushing against the wall of his apartment’s entrance. He looses balance when his hand slips from the corner of the little hole inside of the white concrete. Kibum doesn’t have to look to know what is written inside with black letters. Hello stranger but welcome. He closes his eyes and laughs at the memory as he grabs the keys and stands up.
“Kibum?” the voice is airy and slightly nasal, but still so deep and melodic and as beautiful as ever. It makes the butterflies in Kibum’s stomach dance without stop. Strong arms wind around his trembling form and he feels cold breath on his neck.
“I missed you, don’t leave me.”
Kibum chuckles, leans into the touch and closes his eyes. He can see the pretty lips stretched into a gentle smile behind his eyelids, can see the way eyes flutter closed as he throws his head back to lean on the shoulders behind him.
“You know I won’t.”
He feels a nod against his neck, a soft kiss and then it disappears.
“You really should move out of there.”
Kibum rolls his eyes as he stretches on his king sized bed, toes curling and knuckles cracking quietly.
“No I shouldn’t. I like it here.”
Jonghyun groans on the other end of the line and Kibum barely suppresses a grin.
“Then at least visit me some times! I haven’t seen you in ages!” he complains, the phone making his voice even more high pitched and whiny than it already is. Kibum licks his lips and shifts to lie on his stomach. He nods, then remembers that Jonghyun can’t see and sighs.
“I’ll visit you when I’m around town again.”
Another groan and this time Kibum laughs. “Miss me much?”
“Yes, to tell the truth: I really miss you a lot. We all do.”
Kibum freezes.
“You haven’t come out of your little shell for months now Kibum, we’re worried.”
“You know that Onew needs me.”
Kibum can hear Jonghyun’s sigh and his stomach drops as he clenches his fists.
“I know he does Kibum,” he answers and he sounds so sad, so resigned, it makes Kibum frown.
“What’s wrong?” There is silence and he hears Jonghyun shift around until finally he answers: “N-nothing Kibum. I just miss you. Are you sure I shouldn’t visi-“
“No!” Kibum shouts as he sits up. “Don’t!”
Silence again and when Jonghyun answers he sounds worried.
“It’s okay Kibum. Just tell me when you know when we’ll be able to meet again.”
Kibum wants to reply but he is met with a soft toot on the other end of the line. He bites his bottom lip and drops his head into the pillow, phone carelessly bouncing on the soft mattress. He feels fingers brush against his hair and sighs contently, leaning into the touch.
“We’ll stay together forever right?” Onew says and his whisper is soft against the shell of Kibum’s ear. Kibum nods and turns to snuggle closer to the warm body.
***
The soft beat of music drums in his ears as he slowly shakes his head to the beat. He has his eyes closed and the CD he will most likely buy in his hands. He has always loved music and he loves the new music whop in their small, cosy down too.
When he opens his eyes there is a hand reaching into his line of vision, he looks up into a stranger’s face, bright smile and eyes formed to crescents. He takes the headphones off and smiles politely.
“If you like that,” the stranger says, nodding into the direction of Kibum’s hands clutching the CD, “you’ll like this one too.” He waves a CD cover in front of his face.
“Oh,” Kibum replies dumbly before taking the CD offered to him and looking over the cover.
“I know them. They’re pretty good. But I think I’ll be just taking the others.” He replies apologetically when the stranger’s smile falls as he shakes his head.
“Why?”
Kibum blushes and shifts uncomfortably. “I, uhm, I don’t have that much money.”
The man’s eyes light up in realization and his lips thin out into a grin.
“That’s okay. It’s on the house.”
Kibum’s eyes widen and he shakes his head wildly. “I can’t accept that. It’s too much-“
“It’s okay. I own this shop and I can do whatever I want to do to the things I sell,” he interrupts with a wink and drags Kibum to the checkout.
He lets Kibum pay for the other CD after the boy protests vehemently when he wants to give it to him for free too.
Kibum walks out of the shop with two CDs a blush on his face and the shop owner’s number.
***
“Please,” he whispers as his nails rake over Kibum’s pale skin. KIbum moans, back arching off the mattress as he feels Onew wrap around him, inside him, all over him. “Don’t leave.”
Kibum whimpers, screams, groans and cries and he feels so hot like he is on fire, but then he feels cols too, so cold there are goose bumps all over his skin.
“I’ll do better,” thrust, “I need you,” kiss, “stay,” pant, “don’t ever leave.”
***
“What are you cooking?”
“What so you think I’m cooking?”
Onew raises his head and sniffs audibly, a motion that makes Kibum chuckle. Onew grins at the younger boy.
“Chicken!”
Kibum laughs as Onew winds his hands around him, chin leaning on Kibum’s head as he watches the other male slice onions. Kibum can feel his breath on top of his head and thinks that he never wants to forget this feeling.
“I love you,” Onew breathes out, taking Kibum’s hands away from the knife and turning him around. Kibum smiles softly.
“I love you too.”
***
“Do you like it?” Kibum asks around a mouth full of chicken.
Onew sits on the other side of the table, hands folded beneath his chin and elbows propped up on the cold wood. He tilts his head and nods, small smile playing at the corner of his lips and eyes transfixed on Kibum’s mouth.
“Then why are you not eating? “
Onew’s smile falls and he lets his hands drop. He looks down, jaw clenched and eyes downcast. The food in Kibum’s mouth suddenly tastes stale.
“I’m sorry, I forgot-“
“It’s okay Kibum. I forget too.”
Kibum nods and it’s hard to hold back tears.
***
There is a soft, warm breeze making the trees around the park rustle. Kibum’s head is nestled in Onew’s lap as he listens to the older boy humming random melodies. Kibum smiles softly and closes his eyes, relishing in the feeling of comfort and warmth.
“Sing for me,” he says and sees Onew’s wonderfulbeautifulprettymagical smile when he opens his eyes again. Onew breathes in and opens his mouth.
Kibum feels like he is flying.
***
It hurts. It hurts so much that it makes Kibum clutch his fists over his ears, curling into a ball, tears leaving his eyes as he moans and groans in pain. The sound is ear spitting, driving him insane, making his bones ache and his stomach churn.
“S-stop!” he grounds out, hands desperately clutching at Onew’s feet. The older boy stops and slumps down next to Kibum, head burying into the boy’s quivering sides.
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
“I want to sing again.”
They cry.
***
“I’m going out.”
“Where to?”
“That’s none of your business.”
Kibum bites his bottom lip, trembles, doesn’t look Onew in the eye. Onew sighs, slumps against the blue wall of their hallway and pulls his shoes on.
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
“I just need to get out for some fresh air.”
Kibum nods, not fighting back the hands caressing his cheeks.
“I love. I’ll be with you forever. Together forever.” He mouths against Kibum’s lips.
***
“You have to get out of here Kibum!!” Jonghyun screams and his face is contorted in worry and sadness, his jaw clenched as he grabs Kibum’s arm.
“Fuck! NO!! ” Kibum cries out wriggling out of his friend’s grip.
“I can’t leave him!”
“There is no one to leave!!”
Jonghyun leaves with tears in his eyes and a bleeding lip.
***
Blood. Why is it so bloody?. It’s scary. He wants to scream. No, wait. He is screaming. There are people. Why are there people? There are voices. What are those voices? So much blood. Scary.
***
“You said that you wouldn’t leave.”
“I’m not leaving.”
“You are.”
“I’m here. Why do think I’m leaving?”
“Your heart is.”
“….”
“I want to be with you forever.”
“I love you.”
“Do you want to be with me too?”
“Not like this.”
“…”
“…”
“Come with me.”
“I’m scared.”
“It’s not scary, I love you. We’ll be together forever.”
“I don’t want to lose you.”
“You won’t. Take my hand.”
“Are you sure?”
“I am. I love you.”
Onew’s hand feels cold.
*
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