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ugh. i feel like crying. nothing new to anyone who knows me well... but well, its different. i cry to vent. when i'm angry, sad, frustrated, overwhelmed. and then its all better. well, never ALL better-- it just clears my head. which enables me to rationalize in place of playing the stupid stereotypical overly dramatic emotional Woman. i could cry
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You know Prisca, I think I know exactly how you're feeling. I'm not doing much with my life right now, but I've done a lot of soul searching with my spare time, and I can't seem to figure where I want to go, what I want to do with my life. I feel like I no longer have the skills I once [thought] I had. I feel like I'll never be good for anything except making people laugh at my own expense. I question myself every single day, to no avail because I just don't know what I want and I have no sense of direction or self-worth or esteem. It gets harder and harder to hide behind the guise of a friendly, happy-go-luck facade, sigh.
I guess all I can really say to you is keep on keeping on. I wish I had something more enlivening than just that to approach you with... :(
Prisca, I loooooooove you!
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...ya know, after posting this, i got a couple of phone calls from other people who are going thru the exact same thing... and this may come off as the most heartless thing you've ever heard but its rather comforting.
i mean, i'm sorry that you and others are feeling the same, because i know how much it sucks, but its nice to know i'm not alone...
and i guess all we really can do is trudge on-- i mean, come on. we can't feel like this forever... right??
...[crickets]...
right!!??
:P lol
love you too!!!!
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thats right you cant get rid of me.
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