sick. still.

"Predictable"

Something isn't right
I can feel it again feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say ( Read more... )

so i was thinking.  i hate it when people think they know so much about you, and just got everything wrong. how they judge you and ur actions. i hate it. i hate it how people see from the outside and say what are u doing? ure stupid bla bla , ure an ass  u play with fire ure gonna get burned.  well f$ that. you have no idea what situation i was put ( Read more... )

massive hang time


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another fine n dandy weekend gone by.. im so sick. school stinks. i hate my life. blaahhh.  why is it, that like when ure sick, like everything just fuckin huuuurts.  EVERYTHING. and everythings all sensitive and crap.  blugh. i hate this. and u like get bundled under 5 blankets and ure still cold, and then 5 hours later, ur suddenly freakin hott ( Read more... )

Sick.. :-( didnt get the cd. didnt see lace. didnt look for ^*^**$ . didnt do anything. didnt get to see KC. or go to the movie. felt good to stay at home though sorta. hopefully today will be better. feelin lil better,supposed to go to the beach in alil bit, supposed to do relay later, so i hope things work out. being sick stinks ( Read more... )

YESSSSS!!!  weeks finally ALMOST over.. cant wait!! gonna get to see Lace again!!  im so excited and nervous. gonna go "shoppin" ;-) ;-)  not quite sure if im gonna "buy anything" yet though... still gotta ponder it.  and such a weird world this is that we live in. its been a long time, and i mention an idea and shes like i was so getting an ( Read more... )

Its kinda like when Wiley Coyote is running along and he runs off the edge of a cliff. It seems like everythings okay, until he looks down and realizes theres nothing underneath him, and he goes falling down.

a lil somethin as a product of time

All the things

I had planned

for me and you,

guess they wont be coming true.

I wonder

And all the things,

I tried to say

They didnt come out right

I dont think you know the truth.

will u finally listen

today?

I wonder

When will you come, when will you try

after all the years,

through all the tears,

i cried.

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It such a tired game, will it ever stop?

how will all this play out?..

Its the same old game
But do we really want to play?
We could close our eyes its still there
We could say its us against them
We can try but nobody wins

But its a growing flame
Using fear as fuel
Burning down our name
And it wont take too long
Cause words are burning same
And who we ( Read more... )

You forget I got this far without you
Im not the person that you think i am
The life I want to lead needs no approval
From somone who will never understand