It's not the same to accept self blame ( Read more... )

Ah I'm up all by myself sleepless in the Simpsons. I love watching Simpsons. I am currently watching Marge vs. the Monerail. With commentary. It's fun ( Read more... )

It's kind of funny I was looking at Audrey's CD the other day, some band called Danny Winn and the Earthlings. Well I looked at one of the guys and his name was Leeland and I realized that I knew him. In your face I say ( Read more... )

So yeah today started off good enough. Shana woke me up telling me she loved me. So I kissed her and went back to sleep. So then I woke up and she make me lunch. I thought I died. Then I realized that I did and Shana was heaven. Then I went to work. More heaven because there was no calls. They even sent me home early. I was happy so I went over to ( Read more... )

Everything hit me all at once. I suddenly feel very depressed and very unworthy of life. It's really bothering me. I stopped smoking cuz cigarettes make me sick. I stopped drinking cuz alcohol makes me stupid. The hang over was so bad that I haven't yet been able to smoke ( Read more... )

Happy 13 months Shana I love you and todays gonna be so much fun. I can't wait for you to wake up. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

I hate stupid tv commercials that consists mostly of those squares that are supposed to censor nudity. Why oh why is everything censored ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is about to end. It has come to a point where no one loves me anymore. Which I'm alright with that. But I sprained my foot yesterday morning. It's really a sad pathethic story. I walked outside ready to walk home (for I was too drunk to drive) and I said "I think that my life is finally looking up. Today is my day!" Then ( Read more... )

Today I hung out with this weird guy named Aiden. It was one of the oddest experiences in my life. First of all how the hell do I spell his name? Second of all he has some sort of fascination with trees and kept talking about them. Then he wore his hat and said "I'm SPICY." I thought it was weird and ran away but I guess Shana likes him ( Read more... )