yesterday i felt like shit. i woke up with a horrible pain in my stomach. it was worse then those cramps i used to get before bc. i stayed in bed in a ball for a bit and thought, i can leave work when auntie comes in if i still feel like this. then i remembered, no amber. i had to go to work. i had to stay. we are down two people. i couldn't leave ( Read more... )

i spent today with my mom. an early mother's day, if you will. we went grocery shopping. it's a good thing that she found her checkbook out of balance in her favor. then we ate some of our wonderful food and it was off to the mall. i took her into the body shop and she went crazy. fifty dollars later, i had a mother's day gift for her and an ultra- ( Read more... )

i woke up late this morning. well, not late for work, just late for me. then the dad was in the bathroom. he was in there forever so i sat and waited. i did everything i could do before washing the face and wetting the hair. then i had to rush like a mad woman. can't he just be considerate ( Read more... )

today. today was not the greatest day. work sucked. even my lunch kinda sucked. at least i got to see my future wife for a minute. then i had a little break in the ickiness of the day. saw my other love. y'know, the one that loves buffy almost as much as me. then to horrible school. turns out i'm going to have to take my final at normal time. he ( Read more... )

i'm a fucking idiot. what made me think i could do this? i can't. i don't know what was going through my head when i decided this is what i wanted ( Read more... )

i can't take it. i just can't. there's too much stress. too much pressure. fuck it. fuck it all. why do i bother ( Read more... )

veronica mars rocks my world. that episode, f-in amazing ( Read more... )

i totally burned my finger when taking my delicious (although i haven't tried one yet) veganish apple muffins out of the oven. it f-in hurts. grrr. it's going to blister i know it. it even hurts to type because i burned it right by my knuckle. double grrr ( Read more... )

i need to sleep so i'm just going to say one thing.

waking up at one in the morning to some christian talk radio thing yelling at the audience to repent is not my idea of fun.

stupid bars are, well, stupid. i swear we will go to better ones one day soon ( Read more... )