Can you help me unravel my latest mistake? I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season.
Well. 170 more days until school is out and I don't have to deal with highschool anymore.
It seems like the same old story everyday, and I can feel myself being short with people and especially picky. My entire social life is entailed with 5 year olds or PJ workers. Not that I'm complaining; I just wish my AP class would act like AP students, not honors kids. And I wish my Trig class would have some sort of drive to learn the material. Or my physics class could actually respect the teacher so I can (re)learn things. Fine, maybe I'm contructively complaining. =D
I absolutely adore creative writing. It is my favorite class ever. I'm always learning new techniques, things about myself, and especially others. Our class is very laid back and open, and I like them despite my slight intimidation of the girl who sits in front of me. Peer leading is busy, but now that I have 2nd instead of 3rd, I have Ryan to talk to in our non-busy moments. But I'm assisting 6 administrators...so I'm always running around.
Now, for my *!*NEW*!* schedule....
6:00am- The ever lovely Samantha calls me.
6:30am- I'm picked up by the georgous Sammy.
1st- Trig with Co. Bryan.
2nd- Peerleading with Dr. Hill (and 5 others).
3rd- Physics with Ms. Fowler.
4th- Creative writing with Mr. Bush.
5th- Chorale with Ms. Wearne.
6th- AP Lit and Comp with Mr. Bush.
2:30-6:30pm Monday through Friday- Discovery Point.
6:45-10pm Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays- PJ's.
Sunday nights- Church.
So there you have it. Monday and Thurdays nights I look into getting all of my homework done. The only other exciting thing I can think of is that I have a checking account now and I'm waiting on my debit card to come in. Also, Schaefer and I are no longer going out; I didn't feel as though it was quite fair to continue pursuing a dead relationship. After a conversation with my parents, I don't think I'm going to be looking into going out with anyone; maybe a date in there every now and then. But I don't want a repeat of last year, the drama encased with the entire situation of a boyfriend is unwanted; I'd rather have no one than to feel my heart be shattered into a million pieces, especially since it's still fragile since the last time it was carelessly dropped.
In anycase, I'm finding friendships with people I never expected and losing many I thought I'd be holding onto. Samantha, Keith, Ed, Candace, Casey, and Jesse seem to be my confidants as of late. It's odd. But I guess it happens when you're Jessica and you plan your time so full, you make yourself unavailable for the public. However, although I miss a lot of people, especially Melanie, I've adjusted quite nicely. Melanie and I talk every now and then, and I see you people around in the halls. No, it's not the same, but it will have to do.
It seems like the same old story everyday, and I can feel myself being short with people and especially picky. My entire social life is entailed with 5 year olds or PJ workers. Not that I'm complaining; I just wish my AP class would act like AP students, not honors kids. And I wish my Trig class would have some sort of drive to learn the material. Or my physics class could actually respect the teacher so I can (re)learn things. Fine, maybe I'm contructively complaining. =D
I absolutely adore creative writing. It is my favorite class ever. I'm always learning new techniques, things about myself, and especially others. Our class is very laid back and open, and I like them despite my slight intimidation of the girl who sits in front of me. Peer leading is busy, but now that I have 2nd instead of 3rd, I have Ryan to talk to in our non-busy moments. But I'm assisting 6 administrators...so I'm always running around.
Now, for my *!*NEW*!* schedule....
6:00am- The ever lovely Samantha calls me.
6:30am- I'm picked up by the georgous Sammy.
1st- Trig with Co. Bryan.
2nd- Peerleading with Dr. Hill (and 5 others).
3rd- Physics with Ms. Fowler.
4th- Creative writing with Mr. Bush.
5th- Chorale with Ms. Wearne.
6th- AP Lit and Comp with Mr. Bush.
2:30-6:30pm Monday through Friday- Discovery Point.
6:45-10pm Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays- PJ's.
Sunday nights- Church.
So there you have it. Monday and Thurdays nights I look into getting all of my homework done. The only other exciting thing I can think of is that I have a checking account now and I'm waiting on my debit card to come in. Also, Schaefer and I are no longer going out; I didn't feel as though it was quite fair to continue pursuing a dead relationship. After a conversation with my parents, I don't think I'm going to be looking into going out with anyone; maybe a date in there every now and then. But I don't want a repeat of last year, the drama encased with the entire situation of a boyfriend is unwanted; I'd rather have no one than to feel my heart be shattered into a million pieces, especially since it's still fragile since the last time it was carelessly dropped.
In anycase, I'm finding friendships with people I never expected and losing many I thought I'd be holding onto. Samantha, Keith, Ed, Candace, Casey, and Jesse seem to be my confidants as of late. It's odd. But I guess it happens when you're Jessica and you plan your time so full, you make yourself unavailable for the public. However, although I miss a lot of people, especially Melanie, I've adjusted quite nicely. Melanie and I talk every now and then, and I see you people around in the halls. No, it's not the same, but it will have to do.