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Dear journal,
One: I can't believe I'm writing in you.
Two: Valentine's is tomorrow and while I'm going to miss getting chocolates from co-workers, I like how no one is going Valentine crazy here. It doesn't feel heavily commercialized or forced. It's a nice change.
I made a fool out of myself by getting all emotional talking to Kal and with Kara dying and coming back, things on that front are going to be awkward for a while. But I did what I could. It's up to Kara what she wants to do with herself now. But with everything's that happened, I feel a lot better. Sure, I miss the JSA, Atlee, work (I can't believe it either) and being able to fly anywhere I wanted. I miss the All-Stars. [ ... ] No, I don't miss MAGOG but I miss having the urges to take his rod and shove it down his throat.
I think I need some Me Time. I wanted a fresh start and I'm going to make that happen, regardless of this sentient castle business.
Official plan for Valentine's:
- 1. Buy a huge box of chocolates.
- 2. And something for the cat.
- 3. Grab some movies and crash on the sofa watching them all day with the cat.