003 [written]
[Adachi had never been the type to keep a journal or anything like that. He did however have to keep an organizer on him when he was still on the force, so he understood the value of taking notes. Maybe it'd really be helpful to put his thoughts down and keep them in one place... even if they're really disjointed]
private notes to self
-amagi and shirogane are gone. just souji and the hanamura kid left. guess this makes life easier the fewer of those kids the better
its a shame though. the two of them were way easier to deal with than hanamura ugh
-the kids arent going to bother you if you just dont be a fucking dumbass. there are nice people here who have no idea what youve done too so DONT FUCK IT UP WITH SOMETHING STUPID!!!
-other people have personas here including someone who can sense them. still dont really understand these things but whatever. keep a look out some of them might be friends with the kids for all you know
-the talk with souji...
[several more dots appear on the page as Adachi keeps tapping the paper with his pen in thought. Finally he just scribbles on that part of the page in frustration]
COME BACK TO THIS LATER
loss??
what is it???
im not missing anything- i had nothing to take in the first place
all my abilities seem to be in check
that guy sensed my persona so i guess its still there why would the castle want that anyway
havent tested anything with a tv yet too risky. thats not really important to me anymore anyway
can still eat favorite foods
havent run into anything i cant touch yet so thats out i guess??
so... a memory then?
no. a person
didnt think much of it at first but theres a hole in my memories. someone without a name or a face. no matter how hard i try i cant remember who they are. i thought maybe they just weren't important enough to remember but...
that stretcher
who asked for there to be an ambulance for me?
it cant just be someone not important enough to remember why would i have felt so shitty
a co worker?
...a girlfriend????
wow that would be the worst
how do i even know souji or nanako anyway
maybe i should ask them no that is an awful idea. leave them alone. its quite obvious none of the kids want to talk to you again and you dont even deserve to go near nanako after all she went through so stop thinking about it now
bring it up if they talk to you first but otherwise fuck off
guess this is just something new to investigate
[he stares at the page for a while, re-reading this notes... well. At least they make sense to him. And that's the only person they should make sense to, right?
After some thinking, he turns the page and starts writing a public entry]
[Public]
you know so far this castle isnt so bad
or maybe thats just me still being new
but the castle is full of so many interesting people some of them even from other worlds!
aliens! awesome! dont see that back home!
ive got a question though
if you think your loss was a memory... how do you know for sure?
and what do you do about it how do you deal
sorry still trying to figure this stuff out
[/Public]
private notes to self
-amagi and shirogane are gone. just souji and the hanamura kid left. guess this makes life easier the fewer of those kids the better
its a shame though. the two of them were way easier to deal with than hanamura ugh
-the kids arent going to bother you if you just dont be a fucking dumbass. there are nice people here who have no idea what youve done too so DONT FUCK IT UP WITH SOMETHING STUPID!!!
-other people have personas here including someone who can sense them. still dont really understand these things but whatever. keep a look out some of them might be friends with the kids for all you know
-the talk with souji...
[several more dots appear on the page as Adachi keeps tapping the paper with his pen in thought. Finally he just scribbles on that part of the page in frustration]
COME BACK TO THIS LATER
loss??
what is it???
im not missing anything- i had nothing to take in the first place
all my abilities seem to be in check
that guy sensed my persona so i guess its still there why would the castle want that anyway
havent tested anything with a tv yet too risky. thats not really important to me anymore anyway
can still eat favorite foods
havent run into anything i cant touch yet so thats out i guess??
so... a memory then?
no. a person
didnt think much of it at first but theres a hole in my memories. someone without a name or a face. no matter how hard i try i cant remember who they are. i thought maybe they just weren't important enough to remember but...
that stretcher
who asked for there to be an ambulance for me?
it cant just be someone not important enough to remember why would i have felt so shitty
a co worker?
...a girlfriend????
wow that would be the worst
how do i even know souji or nanako anyway
maybe i should ask them no that is an awful idea. leave them alone. its quite obvious none of the kids want to talk to you again and you dont even deserve to go near nanako after all she went through so stop thinking about it now
bring it up if they talk to you first but otherwise fuck off
guess this is just something new to investigate
[he stares at the page for a while, re-reading this notes... well. At least they make sense to him. And that's the only person they should make sense to, right?
After some thinking, he turns the page and starts writing a public entry]
[Public]
you know so far this castle isnt so bad
or maybe thats just me still being new
but the castle is full of so many interesting people some of them even from other worlds!
aliens! awesome! dont see that back home!
ive got a question though
if you think your loss was a memory... how do you know for sure?
and what do you do about it how do you deal
sorry still trying to figure this stuff out
[/Public]