[WOW OKAY ASSHOLE HE WASN'T GONNA JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT he wanted to engage you and stuff.]
While I have never been particularly attached to a physical item, I feel as though I can understand the sentiment all the same. It is a common thing, isn't it? To cling to items and ideas simply because they are precious and nothing more?
[ there are a few people he can think of...but he has no idea which one. ]
More than one.
[ right?? it could have been from his worthless family, or from jun or maya or lisa or eikichi...it's a bit of a strange gift from one of them, though. what would he need a lighter for? he doesn't smoke. ]
[N nearly forgot most normal people have more than one friend. well god, if this isn't awkward. he doesn't know much about tatsuya outside of the time they've spent together, not to mention his concept of specialness was probably skewered but it still didn't eliminate is desire to be there, to help.]
I'm sure you have tried your best to narrow down who it could have possibly been. I wish there was more I could do to help. Friends and their gifts are things that should not be forgotten.
[ awldklfslgdd...love is weird he doesn't get it. it's not like he's in love with jun because hell if he even knows what that's supposed to feel like. (why was jun the one who came to mind?) would jun give him a lighter? probably...but even if he did decide that jun was the one who gave it to him, it wouldn't make the actual memory of receiving it any clearer. ]
...Uh...
[ you hit a really awkward topic, N. brb not knowing what to say ]
[he's a social retard so he really doesn't know if that kind of question is rude. or maybe tatsuya was thinking? but wasn't love the sort of thing you just knew? why was N even assuming like he knew exactly what love was anyway...god shit is complicated, he's just going to stop thinking about it now.]
I don't think it's a stupid question.
[there's a palpable reassurance in his voice, as if he sort of understood but not completely.]
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[ ok, N... ]
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While I have never been particularly attached to a physical item, I feel as though I can understand the sentiment all the same. It is a common thing, isn't it? To cling to items and ideas simply because they are precious and nothing more?
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But I don't remember why it's precious.
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Mm. That is bothersome. Is there truly no one you can think of who would give you your treasured item?
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More than one.
[ right?? it could have been from his worthless family, or from jun or maya or lisa or eikichi...it's a bit of a strange gift from one of them, though. what would he need a lighter for? he doesn't smoke. ]
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I'm sure you have tried your best to narrow down who it could have possibly been. I wish there was more I could do to help. Friends and their gifts are things that should not be forgotten.
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Otherwise the castle wouldn't have taken it.
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Do you have a friend who is more precious to you than others? Someone you are in love with, perhaps?
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...Uh...
[ you hit a really awkward topic, N. brb not knowing what to say ]
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[he's a social retard so he really doesn't know if that kind of question is rude. or maybe tatsuya was thinking? but wasn't love the sort of thing you just knew? why was N even assuming like he knew exactly what love was anyway...god shit is complicated, he's just going to stop thinking about it now.]
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[ and he's reluctant to say that he has a friend who's more precious than the others...they're all precious, but in different ways! ]
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[well, that rules that out.]
I suppose it would be difficult to why your item is so precious without knowing who it was who gave it to you.
[durrrrr.]
But it is precious, so hold on to it and you will surely remember its value.
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[ any time now, castle!! please! ]
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Yes. You have many friends waiting for you, don't you? I am certain one of them will be able to tell you.
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[ if the castle did indeed take it and he didn't just hit his head on something ]
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