[ he stops too. karkat would love nothing more than to confess- he's terrified beyond reason, impotent against gamzee's power, and so scared that he's running away to leave his team behind. and nothing makes him hate himself more than that.
[ she wouldn't blame him too much for that. fear wasn't something she liked to familiarize herself with but it happens. everyone gets scared, no matter how powerful or brave they are. and these are kids. kids who hadn't done anything wrong.
it was almost as if her whole time in paradisa was making the past inescapable for her. ]
Stay safe, alright? You're a good person, Karkat. I don't want to see anything happen to you.
And that's the big fucking lie! Why the hell would you want to be friends with me?! I'm a complete goddamn fuckup-- I can't even keep my goddamn matesprit safe from this shit! I'm running away from a fight!
Shit. I should just cull myself right now. I'm a fucking disgrace to the trolls.
Because as much as you swear, yell and in general need to learn the meaning of RELAXING, you're still trying to do the right thing. You still want to protect your friends. You're working just as hard as the others in trying to find a way out of here.
We all make mistakes. [ after all, she had endangered the entire city here. :| ] And running away doesn't make you a coward, weak or a disgrace. Sometimes, it's for the best. Rushing headfirst into things doesn't work out the way we want all the time. Trust me.
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Alright, but any sign of trouble you can just shout my name and I'll hear it.
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but he doesn't. can't. ]
I know.
...thanks.
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it was almost as if her whole time in paradisa was making the past inescapable for her. ]
Stay safe, alright? You're a good person, Karkat. I don't want to see anything happen to you.
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[ it could be worse! vartox could be here. he stops and sinks down, sitting heavily in his chair. ]
I'm taking however many of my team I can, too. I can't fucking leave them behind while I go.
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You know where the teleporter is, right? For the outposts.
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[ A friend, maybe. A good person? No no no no no. ]
I'm on my way there right now. Been through already.
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I'm saying this as your friend, Karkat!
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Shit. I should just cull myself right now. I'm a fucking disgrace to the trolls.
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We all make mistakes. [ after all, she had endangered the entire city here. :| ] And running away doesn't make you a coward, weak or a disgrace. Sometimes, it's for the best. Rushing headfirst into things doesn't work out the way we want all the time. Trust me.
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[ He just has his head in his hands now, voice muffled. ]
I don't fucking deserve this, Karen. I can't-- ugh. You shouldn't be doing this shit for me.
[ itp how much karkat hates himself is blatantly obvious ]
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[ a short pause, sounding kind of exasperated now. ]
We'll handle this, Karkat. I promise you this.
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--thanks. I appreciate it.
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