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I had a strange dream. I dreamed that I heralded the arrival of the Holy Mother, and she burned this place to the ground. She took a hold of the residents and slaughtered them. I was watching with glee as their blood stained my dress, body, and hands. In fact I killed a number of them.
But, at the same time I was sad to see so many people being killed. The ones She spared I lead to some sort of huge gate, and I opened them. The ones who followed me entered the gates...of Paradise.
Then I joined...myself.
Sometimes I wonder what happened back home after I left. Did another me replace me, and carry out my plan? What happened to that man? Her father. Did they destroy God?
Sometimes I wonder if I still have that malevolent creature inside of my womb, and it's still waiting to be born.
[A sigh]
I want Harry here. I want to apologize to him for taking away his daughter.
I want my daddy here.
((The entry is now marked through, but not very well. In fact it's still readable.))
But, at the same time I was sad to see so many people being killed. The ones She spared I lead to some sort of huge gate, and I opened them. The ones who followed me entered the gates...of Paradise.
Then I joined...myself.
Sometimes I wonder what happened back home after I left. Did another me replace me, and carry out my plan? What happened to that man? Her father. Did they destroy God?
Sometimes I wonder if I still have that malevolent creature inside of my womb, and it's still waiting to be born.
[A sigh]
I want Harry here. I want to apologize to him for taking away his daughter.
I want my daddy here.
((The entry is now marked through, but not very well. In fact it's still readable.))