yay tonight was fun. hung out with some cool kids, kate zach rebo kendra and david! jeff couldn't make it :( we were really depressed but we had fun. Just talking and hanging out and eating pizza and goofing around. Hahha we had some great laughts, it was great to get away from all the drama. David invited us to a party and i really wanted to go ( Read more... )

yay,this was a great night. A first of many. so me and Rrichard talked on the phone for a while. Ah it was so exciting. I told him almost everything thats going on. I couldn't put a lot of it into words, but it was just nice letting it all out and even crying. He made everything feel right again, and he let me know that everything was going to be ( Read more... )

Another crappy morning but i just said fuck it and pretended to be happy for most of the day, lunch was kinda awkward, i dont' know why either. Spanish and math were fun like always, haha good times. And all day i had to wear this lame paper heart for child development and i ripped it everytime someone was mean haha i actually had fun, im such a ( Read more... )

what a crappy day its been but towards the end of it its been decent. Everyones been so supportive and helpful i love it. Especially rebo shes helped so much ( Read more... )

i can't take any of this anymore. I can't deal with all this stuff happening right now especially piled on top of all the proablems with my family. I can't deal with this anymore, and i dont' know how to fix any of it ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this, i hate all of this. I just want it all to dissappear or i want to dissappear. I thought things were finally looking up when me and hannah fixed things between us but then another slap in the face. Last night i came to terms with reality, ive lost my best friend, just like that i have no idea what happened but i havent' stopped ( Read more... )

haha last night was wicked fun and crazily insane.

well huge family fight yesterday...it was horid. after about an hour into it i just left ran into my bedroom and blasted the music and just cried hysterically. I was so close to dialing his numbers it was unbelievable but i didn't, i should have and i wanted to but it was late and i coudnt' bring myself to do it i dont' know why. i guess i didn't ( Read more... )

hmm well this week has been pretty decent. aced my world history test and got a b on biology test. Met the funniest freshman in math class haha. and been having my little talks with ryan after school...haha hes my favorite ( Read more... )

haha last night was the best ever. Hung out with kate and rebecca. aww they are my life and i love them. We had some mighty fun adventures and laughs and memories, We went and saw the Princess Diaries 2, haha be jealous. It was a cute movie i liked but it was long but cute! Chris pine is soo hot ah me and kate are going to marry him!! We caught up ( Read more... )