lucky oceans, man

[parahpax]

I annoy myself at how I neglect this and my paper journal. I come on here regularly, I read my friends page and sometimes comment, but when I get to my own entries I clam up. My brain seems to freeze while it's doing what it does. History says that writing has been good for me. It is my own irrational belief that stops me. I cannot seem to

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[psycholily]

I get the jinx thing. There's some things that make me feel the same way. It makes you scared to do things for fear of the consequences, even if it is just coincidence.

However I'm really glad that things seem to be going well for you.

Thanks for your comment. It meant a lot. A lot has been happening, and the last six months have been really tough for many reasons, but the last few weeks have been pretty fucked. I have my fingers crossed, and I would willingly carry a tree (wood) around with me if it meant that there was no possibility of jinxing, and it would bring me luck. If only I was religious. However I find myself becoming more superstitious instead.

Sorry for the rambling. If you feel like catching up one day, let me know. It's up to you.
Caught up with Mikki the other day.

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Yeah, that's it. And I know the fears are completely unfounded and irrational, which makes it all the more frustrating.
Things are going really well, actually, which is great. Thanks so much. I'm sorry things have sucked for you. I do think about you a lot, and hope that you're ok. I would love to catch up. My mobile is 0447 837 125. I'm going to Echuca today for a few days, so will only have sporadic reception, but I would love to hear from you.

[psycholily]

Hey, sorry I didn't reply, was in hospital (surgery).
Are you ok? No posts?
I'm ok. Sore.
I would like to catch up at some stage, but I can't drive at the moment. Not sure when I'm allowed to actually, but probably a few more weeks. getting to uni is going to be a bitch, and this is week two that I'm missing already :o|

[parahpax]

Surgery?! Dude. Are you ok? Yeah I'm awesome - Dave asked me to move in with him last week! So, super excited. But on placement at the moment, which is a bitch to my "social" life. Let me know when you're up and about and we will catch up. Take care of yourself in the meantime :o)