Safety blanket

[paralyzed_ctzn]

I have recently hit this point in my life where everything is becoming real. In less than a year, I will have to be completely self reliant. I will be on my own. I will be officially an adult, in what is unfortunately one of the most expensive cities in the country. Its horrifying, but also kindof liberating. It makes me a little jealous that my

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[atypicalparadox]

ha, it sure is weird being responsible sometimes (especially when living with people who aren't! haha).
although i must admit that as time goes by i don't really feel any older...if that even makes sense. i still feel like i'm in high school. it's as if nothing has changed, although i know i've probably changed quite a bit since then.

[paralyzed_ctzn]

I feel like I have gotten too old too fast. I don't live anymore I just work. Its weird. I feel like I don't put any effort into making new close friends, and I actually put effort into NOT going out haha. Its so weird. All I do is homework and watch CSI lol.

[atypicalparadox]

haha yeah pretty much all I do is school and work. On the weekends I usually just watch movies and sleep when I'm not working or homeworking. Sometimes I go out to the bars with CJ and Alex. I guess in the past year I've changed a lot then, but I still feel like the same person. I also feel like I meet new people all the time but basically just hang out with the same 8-10 people, which is weird now that I think about it...hm. haa.

[paralyzed_ctzn]

yeah same here! I feel like I have met lots of people but only really made aquaintances, and I really only hang out with like two people haha. But I do still feel like me. Just me in LA i guess haha.