these last two nights i keep having these weird ass dreams.

i wish i knew what they meant.

p.s: i hate you, because i have a crush on you.

:x

you don't care a bit.

i miss alot of things and people.

its weird.

but for now im happy, just that i need to get better.

:D

all better.

ilovelife.

i really think all the effort being put will progress something for fun to something more.

and i dont want that to happen.

just knowing that its happening, gets me so insecure.

>.<

blahhh.

the memories were great, and i hope he doesnt fuck them up by doing something.

because ill never forgive that.

i kinda miss talking to him.

at least a friendship, it seems like it didnt mean nothing to him.

i really hate thinking about this.

:[

im a friend and just a friend thanks.

so dont think you could take advantage for your pleasure.

>:O

"Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too

I gave myself away completely
But you just couldn't see me."

im amazed on how things end.

:/

hollah at number 1

:]

today was good.

but after a while things build up and more consequences come

im not gonna worry thou

but frustration is overcoming me.

i love life :]