Love, Oh Love. - Umi x Rui - Oneshot
Title: Love, Oh Love.
Author: paranoiascreams
Chapters: oneshot
Genre: angst, fluff
Pairing: umi x Rui
Rating: PG - 13
Warning: unbeta'd
Disclaimer: Umi is in love and he's got a secret blog to rant and rave about it.
Comments: Written for 50stories, Theme 001: #029 Love
Warning: Image heavy [not really] and unlike usual blogs, this starts from the first entry to the last (because im too lazy to make it reversed.)
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2009-10-08 22:51:21
YOU.
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theme: blog
i have no idea how you did it.
No fucking idea how you made my heart flutter like you do.
How do I even tell you I like you?
I'm too scared.
Fuck my life.
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2009-10-25 21:31:17
IT'S OBVIOUS.
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theme: blog
I think I'm falling for him everyday.
I think i'm being obvious.
Tomo and Tohya and even Yuh laughs whenever they catch me staring at him.
Why must I be obvious?!
I wonder if he knows it already?
Damn it.
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2009-11-15 00:00:10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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theme: blog
I just have to be the first to greet you a Happy Birthday!
I stayed up all night and watched the clock as I wait til you turn a year older.
I've typed this earlier so I can just hit post when it's the right time.
Anyway, I wish you all the best.
I wish you happiness.
(I wish that happiness is me though)
(what the fuck am i saying?!)
ANYWAY.
You are one of the best people i've ever met and known.
Stay as you are.
I love you.
(Yes that's true.)
I'm a fucking sap.
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2009-11-15 00:01:35
I HATE YOU INTERNET
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theme: blog
Why are you so slow?
And fuck you ten milliseconds.
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2009-11-25 18:35:08
YEAH.
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I finally had the guts to ask him out.
He said yes.
It made me smile like crazy.
He laughed when I started stuttering when I told him when and where.
He hugged me before he left the studio.
I was stunned.
Tomo, Yuh and Tohya again ruined the moment by laughing when they saw my reaction.
Why did I even ask him out when those three are around?
Sometimes I want to kill myself.
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2009-11-27 01:35:08
FINALLY!
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Our date went well. Too well.
We had noodles for an early dinner and went to the movies.
I didnt care much for the movie though, I was more focused on how he wrapped himself around my arm the whole time and how perfect his head felt on my shoulder.
The movie ended and I thought that the moment too shall halt.
But i was glad he wasnt angry when i took his hand when we started walking home.
He even gave it a squeeze.
I think all the butterflies in my stomach started flying in all directions.
I didnt want to let him go when we reached his apartment door.
I told him i like him. *pats self on the back for the courage*
He told me he knows. *punches self for being obvious*
He told me he feels the same, he was trying to be obvious too, he also said im too pre-occupied to take notice. *pinches self to check if im dreaming*
I hugged him tight. It feels nice.
I kissed him too. It felt a million times better than the hug.
I told him i'll see him the next day and went home.
I didnt want to leave though.
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2009-12-03 15:15:18
STUDIO
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
He's currently distracting Yuh.
He's so cute.
Yuh hates that we're together now.
He said why didnt we decide to be a six-man band since Tohya and Tomo are together too.
Rui said Yuh's a manwhore and just sourgraping.
He's dating Mikaru of Dio for all we know.
It's been a week of bliss.
I couldnt care less how bitter Yuh is feeling.
I'm mean.
I'm in love.
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2009-12-23 14:15:12
STOP OVER
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Decided to drive to their rest house somewhere up north.
I dont want to spend our Christmas in the city anyway.
It's our first Christmas together and I wanted to make it special.
Now he's filling up the tank since it's gonna be a long drive.
I'm driving us home as we agreed.
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2009-12-23 17:26:08
STILL ON THE ROAD
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I hate traveling for a long time.
Three hours is a long time.
But it doesnt matter since he's with me.
Everything seems so special and different when I'm around him.
Some people wishes time to stop when they're around their lover.
I dont.
I want more days with him for more memories and things to do.
I wont be able to do those if time stops.
Oh wait.
I do want time to stop when I kiss him so i wont have to run out of that fucking oxygen.
I hate you oxygen.
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2009-12-23 20:01:12
CANT BLAME HIM
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theme: blog
He was too tired after driving.
Why the heck was their rest house this far?
I cant blame him for heading straight to bed.
How does he sleep like an acrobat?*
He's so skilled. *chuckle*
Sweet dreams, love.
Sleep tight.
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2009-12-25 00:35:32
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I cooked for him. (I always do, anyway)
And we enjoyed every piece of that meat for lunch and we spent the rest of Christmas eve outside.
Snowball fighting.
Making a failure of a snowman. Rui kicked it hard when it's snow head kept falling off.
Poor Snowman.
Shared a hundred of kisses under a hundred of mistletoe that we saw around. (we kissed even just under a dead tree)
It's got to be the coldest yet warmest Christmas eve I ever had.
This is also my happiest.
I have the perfect gift in him.
I dont know how many times I told him I love him today.
I didnt count the many times he told me he felt the same way too.
I'm so lucky to have him in my life.
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2009-12-25 03:05:02
STILL AWAKE
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Made him some snacks since we both cant sleep.
I forgot that he hates onions.
And now I've given him a hard time picking it all out.
I'm sorry.*
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2010-01-01 03:27:22
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Spent the New Year with some fireworks at the beach and some drinks afterward.
My camera is busted. *note to self: get camera fixed*
Taken before going to the beach. Thanks Yuh. (That's me and that camera-busted phone. Loser.)
It was a fun night.
Yuh didnt take a picture with him and Mikaru though. They're still denying that they're going out.
No pictures after the party. Too drunk to even look like humans.
Everyone went home.
I'm with the love of my life.
He's cuddling beside me.
It's a New Year everyone.
I should be sleeping.
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2010-01-12 12:47:52
FIRST FIGHT
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theme: blog
I cant believe we fought.
OVER A FUCKING LAPTOP.
So i decided I wanted to buy a new laptop and he insisted on buying THIS model.
THIS IS A GIRL'S LAPTOP.
NO.
AND NO MEANS NO.
Start talking to me again?
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2010-01-13 15:37:22
STILL NOT TALKING
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theme: blog
It's been a day already!
Why is he still ignoring me?!
All he's giving me are cold stares, a pout and an eyebrow raise.
I wanted his opinion.
I didnt tell him he can decide on the laptop I wanted.
Hmph.
Fine.
No talking then.
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2010-01-13 18:47:02
WE MADE UP
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Ignore previous post.
We finally made up.
I finally bought a laptop.
Yes, he won.
I caved in.
Damn it.
If only I dont love him.
But I do.
He also said I should name my laptop.
I said it doesnt need a name.
He pouted and scrunched his eyebrows.
Meet Rouge.
Rui named him.
Thank God, i love him so fucking much.
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2010-01-17 20:77:18
SLEEP OVER
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theme: blog
He's sleeping over in my place. (yey!)
Amazing.
He's had his cellphone like that for 10 minutes now.
And he's currently texting his mother.
His attention span is like a goldfish I say.
Well except for me, i always know I've got his full-on attention.
Lucky me.
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2010-01-18 13:07:58
LAUNDRY DAY
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theme: blog
Waiting for our laundry to finish.
Singing random songs together. *
I always find laundry days boring but it's not like that anymore.
I love doing the laundry especially since I've got him with me.
Doing the laundry after lunch is also better since there are few people doing theirs at this hour in my apartment complex, which means we can have the place on our own.
Thanks for washing the dirty clothes with me.
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2010-01-27 22:17:32
TO MY RUI
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
It's been two months since we've been together and I cant believe how im still crazy in love with you. It's not a bad thing, of course.
I love how you make me feel.
I love how you tell me you love the way I make you feel.
I love that you're dorky.
And I swear, I love how brave you are, but please, DONT STRIP ON THE STREET. (i might pounce on you on broad daylight on the side of the road.)
I adore the way you look at me with those eyes without saying anything, because even for the lack of words, I know what you're saying, I know how you're feeling.
Thank you for making me this way; lovesick. I swear, I dont want to be cured.
Thank you for loving me and thank you for letting me love you.
I'm looking forward for more memories with you for the rest of my life.
I'm a fucking sap.
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2010-02-05 20:11:01
LAST POST
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Rui found this blog and I have no idea how.
I wont be updating this now, because...
HE'S SHOWN THE BLOG TO THE REST OF THE BAND.
I told him I will erase every post I made.
He told me he will erase me in his life if i do.
So the entries are staying, i'm just not gonna add any more posts.
Anyway, me and him are still together, as you can see.
Thank you blog for letting me share me and my boyfriend's ups and downs with you, well mostly ups, but, still, I thank you.
I'm off now.
Oh.
I LOVE YOU RUI SO FUCKING MUCH.
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Author's Notes: First of all, this took a lot of effort to do and I hope it gets appreciated in anyway. All pictures are taken from Umi's blog except for the group pic (which I forgot who's but most probably, really Yuh's.)
* = the blog entries on Umi's blogs meant almost the same as those here. Probably why this kind of fic materialized in the first place.
I dont know if the fic made sense, but Umi's real blog is hard to understand anyway, and usually, he does one liners at the end of his entries too. hehehe. I chose the prompt since he muses about his love for Rui anyway. And since he's so lovestruck, I hope nobody got sick of the word love. This is so OOC of Umi but I still added his angsty flare.
I am also thinking of making Rui's blog but maybe in the near (or far) future, depends on my muse and mood.
Comments are love and appreciated.
Author: paranoiascreams
Chapters: oneshot
Genre: angst, fluff
Pairing: umi x Rui
Rating: PG - 13
Warning: unbeta'd
Disclaimer: Umi is in love and he's got a secret blog to rant and rave about it.
Comments: Written for 50stories, Theme 001: #029 Love
Warning: Image heavy [not really] and unlike usual blogs, this starts from the first entry to the last (because im too lazy to make it reversed.)
---------------------------------------------
2009-10-08 22:51:21
YOU.
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
i have no idea how you did it.
No fucking idea how you made my heart flutter like you do.
How do I even tell you I like you?
I'm too scared.
Fuck my life.
---------------------------------------------
2009-10-25 21:31:17
IT'S OBVIOUS.
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I think I'm falling for him everyday.
I think i'm being obvious.
Tomo and Tohya and even Yuh laughs whenever they catch me staring at him.
Why must I be obvious?!
I wonder if he knows it already?
Damn it.
---------------------------------------------
2009-11-15 00:00:10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I just have to be the first to greet you a Happy Birthday!
I stayed up all night and watched the clock as I wait til you turn a year older.
I've typed this earlier so I can just hit post when it's the right time.
Anyway, I wish you all the best.
I wish you happiness.
(I wish that happiness is me though)
(what the fuck am i saying?!)
ANYWAY.
You are one of the best people i've ever met and known.
Stay as you are.
I love you.
(Yes that's true.)
I'm a fucking sap.
---------------------------------------------
2009-11-15 00:01:35
I HATE YOU INTERNET
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Why are you so slow?
And fuck you ten milliseconds.
---------------------------------------------
2009-11-25 18:35:08
YEAH.
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I finally had the guts to ask him out.
He said yes.
It made me smile like crazy.
He laughed when I started stuttering when I told him when and where.
He hugged me before he left the studio.
I was stunned.
Tomo, Yuh and Tohya again ruined the moment by laughing when they saw my reaction.
Why did I even ask him out when those three are around?
Sometimes I want to kill myself.
---------------------------------------------
2009-11-27 01:35:08
FINALLY!
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Our date went well. Too well.
We had noodles for an early dinner and went to the movies.
I didnt care much for the movie though, I was more focused on how he wrapped himself around my arm the whole time and how perfect his head felt on my shoulder.
The movie ended and I thought that the moment too shall halt.
But i was glad he wasnt angry when i took his hand when we started walking home.
He even gave it a squeeze.
I think all the butterflies in my stomach started flying in all directions.
I didnt want to let him go when we reached his apartment door.
I told him i like him. *pats self on the back for the courage*
He told me he knows. *punches self for being obvious*
He told me he feels the same, he was trying to be obvious too, he also said im too pre-occupied to take notice. *pinches self to check if im dreaming*
I hugged him tight. It feels nice.
I kissed him too. It felt a million times better than the hug.
I told him i'll see him the next day and went home.
I didnt want to leave though.
---------------------------------------------
2009-12-03 15:15:18
STUDIO
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
He's currently distracting Yuh.
He's so cute.
Yuh hates that we're together now.
He said why didnt we decide to be a six-man band since Tohya and Tomo are together too.
Rui said Yuh's a manwhore and just sourgraping.
He's dating Mikaru of Dio for all we know.
It's been a week of bliss.
I couldnt care less how bitter Yuh is feeling.
I'm mean.
I'm in love.
---------------------------------------------
2009-12-23 14:15:12
STOP OVER
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Decided to drive to their rest house somewhere up north.
I dont want to spend our Christmas in the city anyway.
It's our first Christmas together and I wanted to make it special.
Now he's filling up the tank since it's gonna be a long drive.
I'm driving us home as we agreed.
---------------------------------------------
2009-12-23 17:26:08
STILL ON THE ROAD
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I hate traveling for a long time.
Three hours is a long time.
But it doesnt matter since he's with me.
Everything seems so special and different when I'm around him.
Some people wishes time to stop when they're around their lover.
I dont.
I want more days with him for more memories and things to do.
I wont be able to do those if time stops.
Oh wait.
I do want time to stop when I kiss him so i wont have to run out of that fucking oxygen.
I hate you oxygen.
---------------------------------------------
2009-12-23 20:01:12
CANT BLAME HIM
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
He was too tired after driving.
Why the heck was their rest house this far?
I cant blame him for heading straight to bed.
How does he sleep like an acrobat?*
He's so skilled. *chuckle*
Sweet dreams, love.
Sleep tight.
---------------------------------------------
2009-12-25 00:35:32
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I cooked for him. (I always do, anyway)
And we enjoyed every piece of that meat for lunch and we spent the rest of Christmas eve outside.
Snowball fighting.
Making a failure of a snowman. Rui kicked it hard when it's snow head kept falling off.
Poor Snowman.
Shared a hundred of kisses under a hundred of mistletoe that we saw around. (we kissed even just under a dead tree)
It's got to be the coldest yet warmest Christmas eve I ever had.
This is also my happiest.
I have the perfect gift in him.
I dont know how many times I told him I love him today.
I didnt count the many times he told me he felt the same way too.
I'm so lucky to have him in my life.
---------------------------------------------
2009-12-25 03:05:02
STILL AWAKE
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Made him some snacks since we both cant sleep.
I forgot that he hates onions.
And now I've given him a hard time picking it all out.
I'm sorry.*
---------------------------------------------
2010-01-01 03:27:22
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Spent the New Year with some fireworks at the beach and some drinks afterward.
My camera is busted. *note to self: get camera fixed*
Taken before going to the beach. Thanks Yuh. (That's me and that camera-busted phone. Loser.)
It was a fun night.
Yuh didnt take a picture with him and Mikaru though. They're still denying that they're going out.
No pictures after the party. Too drunk to even look like humans.
Everyone went home.
I'm with the love of my life.
He's cuddling beside me.
It's a New Year everyone.
I should be sleeping.
---------------------------------------------
2010-01-12 12:47:52
FIRST FIGHT
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
I cant believe we fought.
OVER A FUCKING LAPTOP.
So i decided I wanted to buy a new laptop and he insisted on buying THIS model.
THIS IS A GIRL'S LAPTOP.
NO.
AND NO MEANS NO.
Start talking to me again?
---------------------------------------------
2010-01-13 15:37:22
STILL NOT TALKING
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
It's been a day already!
Why is he still ignoring me?!
All he's giving me are cold stares, a pout and an eyebrow raise.
I wanted his opinion.
I didnt tell him he can decide on the laptop I wanted.
Hmph.
Fine.
No talking then.
---------------------------------------------
2010-01-13 18:47:02
WE MADE UP
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Ignore previous post.
We finally made up.
I finally bought a laptop.
Yes, he won.
I caved in.
Damn it.
If only I dont love him.
But I do.
He also said I should name my laptop.
I said it doesnt need a name.
He pouted and scrunched his eyebrows.
Meet Rouge.
Rui named him.
Thank God, i love him so fucking much.
---------------------------------------------
2010-01-17 20:77:18
SLEEP OVER
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
He's sleeping over in my place. (yey!)
Amazing.
He's had his cellphone like that for 10 minutes now.
And he's currently texting his mother.
His attention span is like a goldfish I say.
Well except for me, i always know I've got his full-on attention.
Lucky me.
---------------------------------------------
2010-01-18 13:07:58
LAUNDRY DAY
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Waiting for our laundry to finish.
Singing random songs together. *
I always find laundry days boring but it's not like that anymore.
I love doing the laundry especially since I've got him with me.
Doing the laundry after lunch is also better since there are few people doing theirs at this hour in my apartment complex, which means we can have the place on our own.
Thanks for washing the dirty clothes with me.
---------------------------------------------
2010-01-27 22:17:32
TO MY RUI
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
It's been two months since we've been together and I cant believe how im still crazy in love with you. It's not a bad thing, of course.
I love how you make me feel.
I love how you tell me you love the way I make you feel.
I love that you're dorky.
And I swear, I love how brave you are, but please, DONT STRIP ON THE STREET. (i might pounce on you on broad daylight on the side of the road.)
I adore the way you look at me with those eyes without saying anything, because even for the lack of words, I know what you're saying, I know how you're feeling.
Thank you for making me this way; lovesick. I swear, I dont want to be cured.
Thank you for loving me and thank you for letting me love you.
I'm looking forward for more memories with you for the rest of my life.
I'm a fucking sap.
---------------------------------------------
2010-02-05 20:11:01
LAST POST
-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
theme: blog
Rui found this blog and I have no idea how.
I wont be updating this now, because...
HE'S SHOWN THE BLOG TO THE REST OF THE BAND.
I told him I will erase every post I made.
He told me he will erase me in his life if i do.
So the entries are staying, i'm just not gonna add any more posts.
Anyway, me and him are still together, as you can see.
Thank you blog for letting me share me and my boyfriend's ups and downs with you, well mostly ups, but, still, I thank you.
I'm off now.
Oh.
I LOVE YOU RUI SO FUCKING MUCH.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Author's Notes: First of all, this took a lot of effort to do and I hope it gets appreciated in anyway. All pictures are taken from Umi's blog except for the group pic (which I forgot who's but most probably, really Yuh's.)
* = the blog entries on Umi's blogs meant almost the same as those here. Probably why this kind of fic materialized in the first place.
I dont know if the fic made sense, but Umi's real blog is hard to understand anyway, and usually, he does one liners at the end of his entries too. hehehe. I chose the prompt since he muses about his love for Rui anyway. And since he's so lovestruck, I hope nobody got sick of the word love. This is so OOC of Umi but I still added his angsty flare.
I am also thinking of making Rui's blog but maybe in the near (or far) future, depends on my muse and mood.
Comments are love and appreciated.